06/16/2024
I’m changing and I’m okay with it. I resisted it for years but now the veil has lifted. my eyes and arms are wide open. I’m embracing the new version of me that’s coming.
when you choose growth, it’s empowering, but when you’re forced to adapt to your circumstances, it’s heavy and hard.
and sometimes being on social media through all of this makes me feel like I’m in a car accident that you all are just watching. like you’re just watching me bleed. I want to be honest about this insane journey that I’ve been on and I’ve always been one to share my mess in the middle — not just the finished product on the other side, but I’m still processing so much. I’ll open up when I’m ready.
but for now, I’ve grieved the versions of myself that couldn’t stay and I’m celebrating the beautiful ones that are being created.