07/23/2022
I was in the hospital again 2 weeks ago, for ten days. Now attending a partial hospitalization program (PHP). This was my 4th hoitalization in the last 3 yrs, Only one of those programs felt like staff actually cared and I wasn't treated like a criminal, or worse.
I haven't figured out yet why mental illness (I prefer brain illness) provokes contempt but diabetes or heart disease or cancer garner sympathy? I'm dumbfounded by the ignorance of it.
The goal of GO FIND ONE is to educate people, to reduce the stigma. To that end, I was reminded today, by a man who was in-patient with me and now in PHP with me, that I told him I want to write a book. My story, interlaced with the personal stories of people who share theirs with me.
If you share here, I would not use anything you post in this book, unless given express permission. I hope the book will provide hope to those that have none, those who are scared and scarred, and those desiring help navigating the less than adequate mental health system in the US today. My recent 10 day stay came at a cost of approximately $75-100,000. I haven't gotten the bill yet, and because I have met my Out of Pocket max, my bill will be zero. Imagine if I didn't have Healthcare? Treatment would not have been an option. That scenario should not be the reality in what is supposedly the richest nation on the planet. I'm hoping we can foster change.
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