03/08/2015
I have been putting off writing this post because, to be entirely honest, I still really just do not want to accept the situation as it is. Procrastination is not changing or improving the situation, though, so it is time to be done with that. I am truly sorry about the delay in information and any inconvenience this may have caused as a result of my reluctance.
That being said, I will now officially let everyone know that I am not going to be giving massages anymore for an indefinite amount of time. I have a shoulder and hip injury, on top of beginning to develop arthritis, that are currently preventing me from massaging without running the risk of doing permanent damage to myself and my mobility. The doctor says he is currently unsure if I will ever be able to get back to massage, however, I am holding out hope that it will indeed be a part of my life again after I allow for my body to heal properly.
It is very difficult for me to let go of massage, even if only temporarily. I do, however, recognize that this is not a situation that I can just stubbornly ignore and push through anyway as is my usual inclination so, like it or not, letting go is what I am going to do. I will keep everyone updated if (when) anything changes with the situation.
Beyond that, I want to say that I am deeply grateful for the experiences I have had as a massage therapist. There have just been so very many opportunities to learn and grow with all of you. I have seen, heard, felt, and will remember your pain, your relief, your joy, your heartbreaks, and your triumphs. I have laughed and cried along with you. I have listened to and shared with you. I have lived along side each one of you, if only for an hour at a time.
I have been blessed and humbled to have had so many incredible clients. Each one a simply amazing human being who touched my life, gave me perspective, and changed me as both a person and a therapist. I want you to know that I love and cherish you all and I want to thank you from the depths of my heart for giving me the gift of being a part of my life.
Sincerely,
Alexis Grace Hyde