11/06/2025
This is a recent testimony from Celebrate Recovery in Harrisburg. Hallelujah!
“I was born a girl, even though my mom said she only wanted a boy. She told me she didn’t hold me for the first two weeks. Even though she couldn’t accept me, deep down I was always a girly girl. By junior high, I wore pink every single day! Looking back, maybe that was my first sign of wanting control.
That need for control eventually turned into OCD. I carried deep pain and resentment toward my mom for not accepting me, and I spent years feeling unloved and unwanted. The hurt followed me into adulthood, and our relationship stayed broken.
Once, I spent days searching store after store for the “perfect” paint color—Sunshine Yellow. That moment opened my eyes: obsession can be its own addiction.
Through Celebrate Recovery, God began healing what I couldn’t fix on my own. The 12 Steps taught me forgiveness, honesty, and grace. My OCD isn’t gone, but I’ve learned to recognize my triggers and surrender them to God before they take over.
Today, I don’t chase control anymore—I chase peace.
Celebrate Recovery has taught me that true freedom comes through surrender. God’s still working on me—but now, I’m trusting His process.”