10/30/2025
It has been 22 years, yet I still struggle to comprehend what triggers my emotions. Today, your nephew, who is 5 weeks and 1 day old, cried, and it had a profound impact on me. Upon reflection, I realized that the car ride from their recent outing made him irritable, which is a familiar scenario. This similarity to your experiences is difficult for me to process. Your sister mistakenly assumes that I am upset because of your nephew's crying, when, in fact, I am upset because of you. I abhor this feeling and yearn to turn back time to make amends. I love you, Kaelea Monique, eternally. Please help your siblings understand that my emotional triggers are not a reflection of my love for them, and I apologize for any pain caused. I wish I could overcome these triggers. Forever missing Kaelea and Dominic!!!