Gypsydharma

04/19/2026

I struggled to record this video. . .because its the first one without

At the start of the video im rubbing the wood with the food particles that would fall out of Maggie's mouth during feeding time. Im not ready to clean it up.

As you can see we dont use Maggie's side of the stall right now. Eventually Saint will eat there and be safe from the elements. But for right now its still Maggie's side.

I am so blessed to live among amazing friends. Keaton is no longer left to grieve alone. Saint has been a saint of an addition.

He's gentle, sweet, smart, understanding and social. He gets along with all the animals on and i am grateful.

Ive been feeling like im in a constant tornado 🌪 lately. . . But I know this too shall pass.

Im learning to be stronger. To not be driven by emotion. To begin to separate logic from feelings.

I miss our Maggiemay. I didnt realize how she made everything Okay. She was always okay.

I like to think animals have souls. . . And I like to think the little blurbs i see dancing around my surveillance cameras are Bubba and Maggie in spirit. Playing on the farm making sure everything continues to be

Grief.

Its the "humunga cowabunga from down unda" of emotions. It makes us stronger. And teaches us to appreciate life.

I thought surviving breast cancer was going to be the hardest thing i ever do. . . Little did I know it was merely a stepping stone to prepare me for my life journey.

The good. The bad. And the ugly.

04/17/2026

You can cry
You can yell
You can say "its too hard."
But DON'T GIVE UP

Dont deny yourself the opportunity to surprise yourself.

I could have and still can think of a million excuses why I "cant" do what I once could. . . Or i can just not give up and keep working on my grind.



The health benefits
The self esteem benefits.

Dont give up

04/14/2026

04/11/2026

Movement during grief.

I havent wanted to get on my mat since passed away.

Today i made myself move.

I put my Playlist on discover mix and played.

I do not own the rights to the music. . .

Oh how it lifted my aching soul. Moving through grief. . . Dont let me

04/07/2026

had a devastating weekend as we said goodbye to our

She got super sick super fast and surgery wasnt an option.

I wasnt ready
We weren't ready

Keaton has been so strong.
Stronger than me.

I hate hea all alone in the pasture.

I dont know if I get him s friend or let him be.
I dont want to be the reason for his loneliness or the reason for a pain in his ass lol

Keep us in your prayers over here. This farm girls sad and exhausted.

03/30/2026

7 years ago.

WOW

The number 7. I cant even put into words the feelings it brings.

Gratitude for surviving
Trauma from all the sobering things I had to do in this journey
Fear of recurrence
Guilt for surviving
Grief in missing those healed Heaven
Humility for being in a position to ring said bell.

And often times wondering why I am not doing more in honor of

I see what so many others are achieving in their survivorhood. . .

But I also look back at this video. . . Realizing how much I didnt know. . . Thinking I was all done with the fight, only to find out . . . The fight never ends.

I dont trust medical professionals much
The synthetic everything and so called fix it pill for all things except a cure. . . But if you do your research along side an amazing medical team. . . You learn to understand your body and the human body in the deepest most intimate ways.

Its been kinda cool learning this body and the testtube if chemicals inside of it.

7 years ago I had cancer.
If someone asked me what does remission feel like. . I dont know if I could give a simple answer. Its scary AF.

03/28/2026

What a great day for 5k supporting

Woke up to the shining sun.
Remembering a student who taught me so much in his time with us on earth.

A family i continue to be inspired by. Grateful for times like this!!!

03/16/2026

This makes me miss Bubba!!!

So when I recorded this Bubba was still a high spirited old man.

In the matter of days a tumor on his face grew, taking over his ability to eat and breathe and be comfy. . . So 2 days after thid video I made the decision to be with him until his last breath

However. . . The point to my video post.
Gypsy friends, im gonns try this going "live" thing.

Its gonna be new
Its gonns be full of me figuring s**t out
But its gonns be fun.

Sooo starting Fridays around 600 630 ish.
Not more than 10 minutes or so.

Simple little flows for everyone.

So you can secretly give yoga a try anx if you like it and wanna do more, you can send me a message and we can get us on the calendar.

So . . . This Friday
It'll be my first go.

It'll be fun.
Come on and step out if your comfort zone with me.

03/14/2026

There is a book written by called The Can in Cancer. . .

And this RIGHT HERE IS THE CAPITAL LETTERS FOR CAN

OH how I miss him so much. . . Yet still he and his family continue to inspire me.

I honestly haven't done much with my Survivorship

I speak and I advocate, but not much more than that.

I honestly have struggled the hardest in my life since

And then I see people. . . Doing God's work. Making Goodness out of grief.

A family that once leaned on me for advice. . . Became the family who surpassed my knowledge and became the light in my darkness.

And TODAY! Gakobes mom and family continue to inspire me. Paying it forward.

Gakobe loved school. He came to school when everyone else begged him to stay home. He cared about his grades. He cared about his classes and the people in them. He'd be at his lowest energetically and still determined to come school. . . Al the while asking me "Ms. Langdon, you doing ok? " Like he was doing the school counselor's job or something 😆.

I wanted to ask him how he was so uplifting all the time. I sure was not when I was sick. But I never asked him bc I didnt want to dim his light. I dont think he even realized how big of a fight he was battling. Or maybe the size of the fight just didnt matter.

I digress. . . And so today less than 2 years after his passing and a Bill is made with HIS NAME. Gakobe, you are truly living forever.
Keep paving the way for others.

Be that Eye of the Tiger Gakobe loved to sing about!!!

03/13/2026

Spring time weather and workouts on the rocks.

Had share the updates.
Still working on that grind!!!

03/03/2026

Because sometimes. . . Sometimes. . . The chaos inside of is so strong i just have to move the energy out of the body.

So this mornings workout brought out ALL THE THINGS!!!

And it was JUST WHAT I NEEDED!!!

Newtons laws. Who knew high school science would pay off in my 40s!!

02/12/2026

Hello Gypsy Friends.

To help fundraise to get me to ASCA conference to present my topic on supporting Multi Language Learners . . . I decided to create a crafty fundraiser.

I am creating and selling constellations for donations.
No set price.
A 5$ minimum donation if you need it shipped, and thats it.

I can customize with names, quotes, bible verses, the name of the constellation. Whatever you request.

Any constellation you like. All proceeds will go to support my trip to the American School Counselor Conference in New Orleans Lousiana in July.

During this time I will speak on advocacy for our multi language learners. . . Support . . . Safety. . . And empathy for a population that deserves more!!!

Link to the order form is in the comments.
Please allow 7 days to recieve order.

This will go on until July 2026.

Happy star gazing friends.