02/02/2022
💙Hello! I have not been very good about updates here or on my personal page. I am going to try to do better!
💙 I am hanging in there! I try to keep a positive attitude for the most part, but to be honest….this is hard! I cry, I am angry and sometimes I am very lonely.
💙 The tumor on my sacrum started causing extra pain again so I am currently finishing up a 5 day radiation treatment. I did that in 2018 and it really helped so we are hoping it will do the same this time.
💙 Those crazy lungs of mine are mostly stable, but give me the most work! My right lung fills up with fluid and has to be drained more often. The tumors spread throughout both lungs require the “chemo for life” that I am still getting every other week. Next Tuesday will be #136! Recovery each time is a bit harder after almost 7 years - but I push through so I can enjoy the better days.
💙 I have some counts that keep increasing higher than they should be. There may be something small hiding - not showing up yet?!? First we added more frequent draining then radiation. Next we may add the pump back to chemo. I will keep you in the loop.
💙 I love my people (+dog)! I can’t say thank you enough to you guys that keep me going!! You know 🥰😘
💙 Sharing a few recent pics, hope you enjoy!! I would love to hear from you and I really will try to do better with updates. I will post here and also share to my personal account and Instagram. I probably post the most updated pics in my Snapchat story - dawntloh if you want to follow. Not too exciting but you can see my dog, crafts and waiting room feet selfies. 😜