01/03/2023
Throughout pregnancy I planned & prepared my body & mind for a natural, unmedicated labor & birth. I did prenatal yoga, prenatal chiropractic adjustments, birth courses, pelvic floor therapy, perineal massage, read several books & binged many podcasts on natural childbirth, & hypnobirthing.
I told my husband that I would be “devastated” if I ended up needing a c-section. I put the fear out of my mind & assumed I would have the birth experience I wanted. Then, at 36 weeks, we found out baby was frank breech. For weeks I did everything I could to encourage him to turn, but he stubbornly stayed head-up & I was scheduled for a c-section. I was heartbroken that I was being robbed of the empowering birth I had hoped & planned for.
But the birth was still beautiful, overwhelmingly joyful, & the most profound experience of my life. Most importantly, our son Ryker was safe & healthy- & I thank God for that every day. The significance I put on the method of delivery has dissolved away. Childbirth is still a miracle, no matter how it happens. ♥️