09/30/2022
Hi Friends! 😘
It's been awhile since I've posted. I've been really S L O W I N G down and focusing on healing. Like deep deep healing & figuring out what is next for me in SO many areas of my life.
I feel like it just HIT me a month ago how serious this brain clot and gene mutation really is...and I LOST IT. I've questioned everything in my life recently and I'm understanding and inner-standing that I don't have to have it all figured out right now. I GET to move slower and just BE. I get to float in what feels like the unknown....but isn't everything truly JUST that? The Unknown? There has been so much freedom in this little yet HUGE surrender.
Part of me ALWAYS feels like I should be giving more to others, serving massive amounts of people with what I know Im here to "do", like time is running out and there is so much to learn and teach (Enter our human ego)
YET...
Another part of me knows that ALL of this is happening FOR ME, to finally realize that I get to receive also. (Enter my soul self) I get to challenge the part of my brain that has always said "You should be doing more" "Time is running out". It doesn't mean that this goes away. It means I get to remind this part of me that perhaps, it's not the absolute truth.
If you've read this far, thank you for being in my energy and listening. 💜
I'm still taking a few adult and kiddo clients a week, but I'm also being extra aware of what my body needs, because it changes daily.
I'm SO beyond grateful for this life. I really didn't know how close it was to being gone back in January...our minds have a way of protecting us in all aspects until we are ready to really heal or look at something in a deeper way. For now I'm basking in appreciation for exactly where I am, because there is no where else I'm supposed to be.
Take care of YOU. Know that life is unfolding. Find the magic in the Surrender. Hugs and BIG LOVE to you all. 😘
Xo,
Cyn✨️💜🙌
