Post Traumatic Stress Syndrome, 507 Broad Street, Lake Geneva, WI (2025)

11/22/2025

THE COWARDLY LION, Volume VI, Chapter XVIII

The Korea trip is slipped into my life like an accidental stab of a side of beef that goes wrong. I was not cut but once again any plan of my life I was trying to create, even with the Agency's help, was once again paused. My presence was physically necessary but the reasons for that not clear. I drugged myself and went off only to have to come down in a truly foreign land and culture. Fortunately, i was not called on for any physical feats of either violence or escape. But the pressure was moutning as a real physical and potentially violent mission was soon to follow.

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Joan Rosely Ryan’s appearance created the first general meeting of all the employees at the Principal Financial Group office. Everyone was dancing, singing, and drinking God knows what kinds of mixed concoctions. It was a madhouse, and I was struck mostly dumb. The woman was an expressive freight ...

11/13/2025

THE COWARDLY LION, Volume VI, Chapter XVII

The horrid complex f actions that had overtaken me were becoming more organized and clear, the CIA being much more capable of such assembly and control than I had originally thought. My return to Korea to install the direct payment system to begin the 'sale' of medical insurance to Americans living abroad takes my attention but then a coming mission to Murder Island, a place I couldn't even find on any maps, begins to insinuate itself into my mindset and thinking. I knew I didn't want violence in life so why, when much opportunity presented itself, was I so eager and willing to participate?

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I wondered about the small recorder that Doctor Harpending had given me, or rather gifted me, since no discussion had taken place about ownership. The good doctor was known for being cheap, driving an older Volkswagen, and infamously buying used tires for it from one of his students. The video camer...

11/06/2025

THE COWARDLY LION, Volume VI, Chapter XVI

The return home was rocky, which I was trying to get used to happening after a mission. There was no letup in the vastly complex design of what was happening to my life. The college was demanding work on the Ph.D. while the new offices were demanding discovery, rentals and populating with employees I could not comprehend finding. My friends and myself had to have money. Allen Weh was proving ever more difficult to deal with and my control officer was using his own form of humor to irritate the hell out of me. Meanwhile, I had to protect my family and fortify my home. The life of an active secret agent working in the field is not nearly as secret as I would have imagined, and it would only get worse.

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I hung up the phone after getting assurances from Tony that the cash would be available at the base on the following day. The payroll office would have it, but I wondered what the effect would be of so much cash going in and out of that place, which was staffed by real humans who […]

10/30/2025

THE COWARDLY LION, Volume VI, Chapter XV

The first test flight of the evacuation plane appears too rapidly planned and too amatuerish when it came to staffing. The pilot and co-pilot turn out to be very trained and professional but certainly not part of the CIA, nor truly identifiable as to whom they really were following. The test of getting in and out of an advanced first world country like Britain has merit but the fake evacuation takes on an entirely different tone when the patient is real and in need of real medical personnel to care for him on the flight...which he unknowingly does not have. The intricacies of bringing the patient's needs to the very forefront of everything are difficult and not totally accepted by all.

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“There are no secure lines anywhere around or in Heathrow the young British police officer said, not the kind I think you are talking about. You would have to go to the American embassy downtown.” I turned away in frustration and walked back to the King Air, noting that the propellers still rota...

10/24/2025

THE COWARDLY LION, Volume VI, Chapter XIV
The pace of life refuses to slow, a pause is filled by a plane dropping out of the sky as if from nowhere, and another wrinkle in time and experience unfo9rlds. Royalty but not. SOS evacuation phony introduction, but not. Hyper secret but performed by those not truly understanding they are acting in secret...the mysteries continue to pile up, almost one atop another.

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The pell-mell rush to Anderson Valley Vineyards was a success, except for the ballooning part. Kris had the folded and refolded envelope in its canvas bag, standing next to the basket, which had the two big burners thrusting upward from a brace up across from its center, but he hadn’t laid out the...

10/16/2025

THE COWARDLY LION, Volume VI, Chapter XIII

The complexity of life attempts to overcome me as my value, never stated to be of my quality at all, is constantly being demonstrated in new assignments in the middle of the biggest shakeup in the application of getting human intelligent agents in and out of foreign countries without fanfare, suspicion or normally necessary paperwork and evidence of them being there at all. The UFO phenomenon reaches national laboratory attention and is seriously reacted to, again with my participation. And now somehow the husband of the Prime Minister of Great Britain needs my specialized help...when I don't know what my specialization really is.

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I made it to the parking lot but had to turn back as Kingsley had my keys and I’d left no instructions for any of the staff or my men, much less the four new quasi-agents for the insurance operation. One of those agents was quite something I’d briefly heard. Joan Ryan. It was being […]

10/09/2025

THE COWARDLY LION, Volume VI, Chapter XIII (one of the most complex of the series)

The tempo of my many dimensional existence heats up from merely red hot to white hot as the brief respite of the Christmas holiday recedes and life once again hits hard and fast in the fast lane of the autobahn of my life. UFO phenomenon moves into a central position, opening up financial doors that are fearful in their size and what that attracts while the multiplicity of projects I have seemingly and accidentally become in charge of overwhelm my life and mind.

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I sat thinking while inside the Jeep while Marlowe waited to find out if he was to live or die. There was no real decision to make. His firing at me, even though he wasn’t a sniper, should have taken me out earlier, no matter how I dodged and squirmed. Short-range shooting of a long-range […]

09/18/2025

THE COWARDLY LION, Volume VI, Chapter X

Christmas slowly moves on, hurried only by the arrival of a huge blizzard that also moves on, leaving the remainder of some supposed alien relic laying under a piñon bush out in the desert to be either retrieved or proven to be merely the bait to allow my assassination. Phil Marlowe's presence (the shooter) in the same city creates a security problem that must be dealt with, snow or no snow, relic or no relic. Moving to action whether sanctioned by the Agency or not becomes of paramount importance.

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I held back for a few seconds before committing. I was in Albuquerque, USA, and not in some combat zone, no matter what had happened earlier. If the car twenty meters away held hostiles, then people were going to die, with possibly the three of us among the dead. The Christmas carol played loudly wi...

09/11/2025

THE COWARDLY LION, Volume VI, Chapter IX

The explosive nature of the assassination even out in the New Mexico desert can't be flushed from my mind as I work to build security, keep my careers and attempt to gain control over difficult but oh so capable players around me. My efforts to prove my reality continue to fall flat and must be shored up with near death-threats which become much more acceptable in belief than trying to accommodate or understand my background. A storm comes out of nowhere to bring even more drama to a situation dripping with it.

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I could not let the security of my family lie in the hands of CIA handlers, even those like my war hero in two wars control officer. The move to have Marlow incorporated and then included in active DEA missions was inconclusive to me. He had to be motivated to get out of New Mexico […]

09/06/2025

THE COWARDLY LION, Volume VI, Chapter VIII
The assassination attempt on my life remains laying at the bottom of most of my thoughts although Christmas with my wife and kids must include none of that. I cannot share with my wife without ruining everything and spinning my life into a vortex of potential violence death and fear. I must fix the situation but not let on that its being fixed and I must find a way to do it without leaving the Agency, the insurance business or the new international effort to provide insurance cover for getting agents secretly without suspicion into other countries...and then there was Wet and evacuation operation he was heading up against my better judgement. My control officer was leaving way too much to me, not fully aware that I was better at portraying myself as some sort of superman without being one.

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I don’t believe in UFOs or any of that, but does that matter?” The alien piece out in the desert, is still out there,

08/20/2025

THE COWARDLY LION, Volume VI, Chapter VI

Life changes for me from one of coming home to extreme complexity, the Christmas holiday with my family, fitting it all together somehow right up to when everything changed into a fight for short term, and then long term, survival and careers. Coming back at invisible enemies, kind of knowing that Mallorca had somehow followed me home and quite possibly meant that I could no longer go out on missions in a world where I was known as an agent of the CIA, I was in a familiar bind. I could not seem to move forward or back. Maybe up, as was suggested to me. One man, whom I believed behind the attempt on my life shows up for Christmas so completely idiotically and unexpectantly I didn't know what to do with him...or me.

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The road that wasn’t a road appeared before me, as I crawled to come to its rough edge. I was facing Albuquerque. My sense of direction returned, and the terror of being killed, once again, was replaced by a dedicated desire to right the balance of justice in my favor, but I badly needed water [.....

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