09/27/2022
Gratitudes:
1. I woke up
2. A relatives wife is thankfully alive,in ICU but she's alive after having their second child.
3. My senior dog while having health issues is happy and doing well over all.
4. Getting in prayer and devotional time with God
5. Knowing He has a plan for my life (Jer 29:11)
Praying for multiple people this morning.
Praying for my daughter, her wellness, her epilepsy, etc
Praying for myself, my health, that the cancer remains gone, my fibromyalgia/Lymes issues are reversed, to help keep my mind out of depression and think about what good is happening.
Sleep feels essential during this time in my life because I am trying to heal from chronic illness. And when the sun comes up, I have children to raise, a husband to love, and friendships to nurture.
Weary from approaching my daily tasks with heavy eyes and limbs, I burrow deeper beneath my blankets and question God. “How am I supposed to do all You’ve called me to do when sleeplessness and chronic fatigue are relentless?”
In the quiet of the night, a still, small voice gently reminds me that my confidence is not in how well-rested I am but in how well I am resting in Christ.
Psalm 20:7 comes to mind: “Some trust in chariots and some in horses, but we trust in the name of the LORD our God.”
At first glance, warriors with chariots and horses appear to have the advantage. Yet King David put his complete confidence in the name of the Lord for victory in battle. Other psalms also echo this trust.
“A horse is a false hope for victory; Nor does it deliver anyone by its great strength.” (Psalm 33:17, AMP)
“It is God who arms me with strength and keeps my way secure.” (Psalm 18:32, NIV)
Although I may not trust in chariots and horses, I’m guilty of thinking worldly advantages will assure my success. I often believe I would be a better reflection of Christ in my roles as a wife, mom and friend if only I had more ________. Being well-rested, having more help or having everything go my way might make me feel better prepared for my daily battles. But the Bible tells me victory is found by calling on the name of the Lord and relying on His strength.
-Beth Knight
How is God calling you to trust Him in the battles you face today?