01/07/2025
I woke up this morning, realizing something. 90% of my patients have basically written me off. I considered my patients as friends and not just patients.
I have texted, called, sent Facebook messages, just calls to see how they were doing. Virtually no one responded. I suppose I didn’t realize that maybe I was just a tool for them to get what they wanted, which is COMPLETELY fair.
That hurts. However, it lets you know how much people actually value your opinion, your friendship, and your life. 
I have given the last 13 years of my life to taking care of people in my area. I have been so humbled by the people that have trusted me to take care of them. I had a horrible situation happen that financially almost put me in the dirt. I know that people don’t understand that and they just want medical care. But when it comes down to it, you have to survive.
I wish I could explain everything that happened, but it doesn’t matter now. I am no longer playing the victim. Life deals you a hand and you just have to deal with it. I’m sorry to all of my patients that had to take this ride with me. It wasn’t pleasant.
Just know that I miss you all and I am sorry that I could not continue to take care of you. 
Merry Christmas and a happy new year to you all!
Love you!