09/06/2025
September 6th 2025
Saturday
Dear Dad,
Fourteen years… I still can’t believe you’ve been gone this long, Dad. 💔 Not a single day passes that I don’t miss you—and Mom, too. The ache of losing you never truly goes away. Each year brings new challenges, and while I’ve learned how to carry my grief and manage my emotions better, the emptiness of your absence is always there.
Dad, I know you’re watching over us, and I hope you see how far I’ve come. I’ve stood at the Lansing Capitol, sharing my recovery story by speaking out about being bullied, about the pain of dropping out of school, and about finding the strength to rise again. I earned my high school diploma in 2021, and now I’m working toward my bachelor’s degree in graphic arts and marketing through Grand Canyon University.
You always told me I was smart, even when I couldn’t see it in myself. Now I finally believe it. I’m proud of who I’m becoming, and I hope with all my heart that you’re proud of me too. Mom misses you as well. There is never a day that we both never miss you, we wish we can give you one more hug.
I love you, Dad, with everything in me. I miss you more than words can ever say. Until we meet again… 💙
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With love always,
Journee & Mom (Paula, your “Babe”)
P.S here are some pictures of life dad.
