03/10/2026
Sensitive soul: You’ve shown yourself before, you’ve been authentic and raw, but then you were told that you are “too much” and you were left behind by people you thought really cared about you.
It hurts. It’s shocking. You feel misunderstood, and misread. Maybe you were the one who misunderstood?
You keep trying, keep learning more, keep reaching out, you find a place that feels safe to let loose, but then it happens again.
Ouch. It hits you hard. They don’t like you. You don’t want to be anyone but yourself, but you also feel alone, so you learn to hold back a little. You start to agree with them, being you really is a lot.
It works, you connect, you make friends. But you still feel lonely. It’s not enough. You’re not enough.
How can you be “too much” and “not enough” is this Goldilocks? Are you supposed to be in the middle? How do you find what’s “just right” You don’t fit in anywhere.
You express yourself, but only edited. You have strong opinions but you keep them mostly private. You are careful with your words because you don’t want to hurt others. You’ve are cautious with your relationships because you don’t want to overwhelm them.
But a fire burns in you, a rage.
Things start to ignite you.
You want to scream.
You go back to the things that you loved from the start. To who you’ve always been. You start to do little things that make you feel more like you. And then others start to find you too. You embrace imperfection, nuance, and duality. You realize you’re not alone, that they feel it too. You have your own unique point of view! You art, your mind, the way you see things.
You start to listen to your extraordinary senses, to find the wisdom of what you’re receiving. You learn how to navigate the shadows and see the truth. That we all have pain, and you can use it as fuel.
🐆🔥 Jaguar Heart: doors open 3/30 ❤️🌟
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