04/09/2022
I usually don’t share about my personal life on this professional page. However, I wanted to share this with my virtual community as I will not be posting or working for the foreseeable future.
On Friday March 25th, my just barely 22 year old son died. We were able to fulfill his wish as an organ donor and myself and his twin brother were with him and supporting him when he transitioned from his Earthly body to spread his sweet and loving energy to the Universe.
To say I am completely devastated is an understatement. To say I am sad or heartbroken doesn’t begin to touch the immensity of my sorrow. I am disintegrating into my grief cocoon and allowing the alchemy of motherly love to break me down and dive into the chasm of emptiness I feel without my son on planet earth.
I’m not sure what the future has in store for me and my family. For my other son, who is now a twinless twin, experiencing his own dark knight of the soul, separated from the human he shared the womb with and every moment of his life until now.
Until then - I venture into grief that knows no bounds and I begrudgingly welcome it. This is the way of life and love.
