03/31/2021
✨Divine timing ✨
I needed this today
A day when my thoughts are liars & my feelings run untethered through fields of hemlock in my mind
Healing trauma is not for the faint at heart
It's a white knuckle, white water, old wooden rollercoaster kind of journey
One minute, you'll be praising Goddess for the awakening & the next you'll be sobbing on the floor, begging for it to stop
Once it starts, it doesn't stop
Each trigger shows you exactly where the wound is, exactly where you need to shine the light
Once you reveal that wound, you can heal that wound
But underneath that is a deeper wound
And so the healing journey spirals on
Sometimes, this work is too much to do alone. It can be dangerous to awaken & reveal the darkest demons in your mind without the proper tools or support
I highly advise seeking the guidance of a therapist, if you're privileged enough to do so
If you're not, DM me and I'll point you in a direction of some affordable mental health resources