02/10/2026
🎶 Music has had a profound emotional healing impact on my life, and I get genuinely excited to hear when other people have the same feelings. I encourage youto hit play and TURN IT UP!
Truly, this song feels like an honest conversation many of us have had in recovery.
“I was so afraid what it might cost to follow You…”
That fear is real. Recovery costs comfort. It costs old coping mechanisms, familiar habits, and sometimes relationships or pride. But what it gives back is freedom.
“I don’t wanna look back someday on a life that never stepped across the line.”
Recovery asks us to step across a line from denial to honesty, from control to surrender, from shallow living to deeper healing. Standing still feels safe, but it keeps us stuck.
“You’ve given me a faith that can move a mountain, but I’m still playing in the sand.”
Oof. This is where many of us live for a while. We believe God can heal… we’re just not sure we’re ready to let Him heal everything. We settle for partial freedom instead of full surrender.
“I hear You call me up into deeper waters, but I settled on a shallow end.”
Recovery is God inviting us into deeper water, real accountability, real community, real change. The shallow end feels easier, but it never transforms us.
And then the question that recovery always brings us back to:
“What if I gave everything to You?”
That’s the heart of recovery.
Not perfection.
Not having it all together.
Just willingness.
If you’re tired of standing still…
If you’re done building little kingdoms that won’t last…
If you’re ready for deeper waters…
You don’t have to do it alone. 💙
Freedom begins with surrender and hope begins when we finally let go.
Video for the song "What If I Gave Everything" by Casting Crowns. From the (2016) album "The Very Next Thing".