01/06/2026
Today marks 3 years since my mother’s passing. I feel so fortunate to have had such a meaningful and close connection with my mother. I know not every mother & daughter do. We were 2 peas in a pod. We understood one another. It was as if there was an unspoken language between us. We could tap into each other’s creativity. If we went more than a few days without talking, it was odd.
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My mother was diagnosed with Alzheimer’s Disease. It truly is the longest goodbye. I watched my mother fade away before my eyes. It was heartbreaking. The disease took her from me too early. My grief has been profound. Here’s something I have learned about grief over the past few years:
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❤️🩹 Grief never leaves. Some days it feels heavier. Some days it feels lighter.
❤️🩹 You learn to grow around the grief. It becomes part of your being.
❤️🩹 Grief becomes fuel to live and to love more deeply and fully in this brief time we have in this life.
❤️🩹 Grief comes in waves. When I feel it, I surf the wave, and give it the space to honor the loss and love.
❤️🩹 Profound Grief is transformative. I have more awareness of who I am and what I live for.
❤️🩹 Joy and Sorrow can and will often coexist.
❤️🩹 Spirit and Soul lives on in some way. We can weave the spirit of those we have lost into our daily lives. Soul can visit.
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Today I honor my Mama. I hold her in my heart. I shall knit and weave her spirit into my creations. I will bundle up and go shelling for her. Today I remember and love.