03/14/2026
Everything Is Arranged
Everything is arranged for us, not only from a psychoenergetics perspective but also from a physics perspective. We live in a hall of mirrors.
Seeing Clearly
We refuse to see how someone is, how someone is doing certain things to us, to themselves, or to the world, and we choose not to respond in the way our Innate, internal voice is telling us to do so.
Very Early Training
This is the result of very early training—training that began when we were very young and allowed us to survive within environments that were absolutely contrary to what our internal world was telling us: what should be, what we needed, what we wanted, what we expected.
That internal voice we come in with is what it is. There does not have to be any learning. This knowing is within our body, within our cells, within our DNA. It is primal, primordial, part of the deepest aspects of us.
We do not have the ability to cognitively handle this as children.
Innate Knowing and Hunger
When something outside occurs—whether in a relationship, in work, in our environment, or in the larger world—there are things we are reluctant to accept. We protect ourselves by closing off from knowing and, more importantly, from feeling, because it was our feeling state that experienced what it did as a young child.
This Innate knowing does not function through the brain. It functions like hunger—for food, for air, for water, for physical touch.
When that hunger is not met, whether physically, emotionally, or energetically, the system stays in longing and yearning.
What we experience in our environment can be so contrary to what we need and expect that we very quickly and very effectively shut down that voice. Before there is language, that voice is experienced through the body, through the energy field, through sensation.
Shutting Down to Survive
This shutting down is a massive form of protection. If we were to constantly feel what we were not receiving while being unable to change what was happening, we would split in two.
When we are very young, we have no control over what is happening in our environment or over what the adults around us are choosing to do, not do, say, or not say. Our only option is to shut down the part of us that is saying, This is wrong. This is not the way it’s supposed to be. This should not be happening.
And above all, this should not be coming from you!
Often it is one parent, sometimes two, sometimes a single mother or father. Even when a parent is absent, the expectations, the needs, the wanting, the unmet desires are still there.
We cannot stop those. What we stop is the part of us that says, This is dangerous. This is bad. This is never going to change. I have no ability to do anything about this.
That is exactly what a child is experiencing.
The Defense System
By the time we are older, the defense system is well in place. We forget what it feels like to naturally want something, expect something, and receive it.
Logic, reasoning, knowledge, and education do not change this internal configuration. The internal world remains set at the point where it could no longer tolerate what was happening.
So we stopped not only the internal voice, but doing, being, saying, thinking, and feeling what was natural and true for us.
That same defense system helped us become what our parents needed us to be, or stopped us from being what we feared would cause us to lose protection, provision, or care.
Distortion and Hope
We cannot change what is outside, so we change what is inside. We shut down the Innate voice, and as a result, what we perceive becomes distorted. This carries on.
The child inside still wants, still longs, still hopes. And so we are willing to misperceive what others are doing in order to preserve the hope that one day they will respond differently. One day they will be what they are supposed to be.
This is why people are so perplexed watching what is happening in our world—why people do not see what is happening to our neighbors, our communities, our land, our health, our freedoms.
It is not merely reluctance. It is a desperate need not to believe what is happening.
This is a direct replication of the child refusing to believe in neglect or harm, because believing it would be too much.
Childhood Sensitivity
Children are exquisitely sensitive. Their openness and receptivity are difficult to convey.
Even small moments, repeated over time, create deep impacts.
Expectations placed too early.
Being required to understand what cannot yet be understood.
Being expected to regulate what has not been modeled.
From the child’s perspective, they are trapped, powerless, and dependent.
As adults, we are not victims. As souls, we are free will agents in a universe of utter Freedom. But as children, that is not the case.
The Brilliance of the Design
The design of this process is breathtaking. There is no more intense, wide, deep, or profound experience than childhood.
Those wounds remain embedded at every level—physical, emotional, mental, spiritual, energetic.
We then replicate our original world through partners, bosses, leaders, and institutions. Each replication is a mirror, offering an opportunity to explore the misperceptions and mistaken beliefs held within.
This is the bravest work a human can do.
Energetic Consequences
These wounds, particularly in the early years, are often held in the first and second chakras—psycho-emotional centers related to safety, belonging, and identity.
When these centers are compromised, the energy system does not function optimally. Over time, this results in physical illness and disease, because the tissues and organs associated with those centers are not receiving what they need.
The Root of the Root
When wounds are worked with at the root of the root, they are transmuted and transfigured. They are no longer carried in the system.
At that point, there is no longer the longing for someone outside of you to meet your needs—not because you are forcing independence, but because you are now resourced within and beyond yourself.
You regain access to guidance, information, and support from deeper and wider dimensions of being. Everything around you becomes information. Everything becomes a mirror.
Symbolic Language and Creation
When we shut down the Innate voice, we move into language and cognition. The body, the energy field, and the emotional system speak in symbol, sensation, and metaphor, not in linear sentences.
If we do not relearn this language, we miss the deepest information. Each person has their own way of receiving and interpreting this symbolic language. Meaning is personal. Reference points are personal.
When you regain access to these deeper aspects of yourself, creation is no longer accidental. You are no longer operating through coincidence or synchronicity alone, but through design.
You are choosing. You are responding from your Innate knowing.
That which appears destructive becomes a doorway. Feeling becomes the catalyst for change.
They is Us
So when people ask, Why do they not see? the answer is simple: because they do not want to feel.
And they is all of us.
We are evolving rapidly, not over generations but within years. Strong catalysts are necessary because numbness can no longer be maintained.
What is happening invites us to feel, to respond, and to choose differently.
It is with the greatest honor, gratitude, and love for your presence here on the planet that this is shared. Be Well in ALL ways,
