12/08/2025
For all the new people here, I want to remind you of where I came from because my work was not built from textbooks, it was built from surviving my own initiation. I was born in chaos. My parents met in a Buddhist community and conceived me on their first date. I came two months early with a twin brother who did not survive. My heart stopped too. I should not have made it, but I did. My father likely had narcissistic personality disorder and spent many years either on the streets or in sober living homes. My childhood included experiences no one should ever have to endure. My mother was a sweet country girl. She raised me with immense love and the Buddhist principles that still shape the core of my work and my values today.
I grew up in Los Angeles and rebellious was an understatement. My circle was the skater kids who numbed themselves the way I eventually learned I was numbing myself. By the time I was in junior high I was using substances like ac*d and spiraling into chaos.
After high school, I went into modeling which pulled me straight into a vortex of dysfunction. The environments, the power dynamics, and the people I encountered exposed me to things no young woman should ever have to navigate. I was targeted, dr*gged, as*aulted, and pushed toward high end esc*rting.
The turning point came when nothing numbed the pain anymore. Nothing made me happy. Nothing filled the emptiness. So I went back to the one thing that had anchored me in high school, the thing that had always called me deeper into myself. Kundalini yoga. At twenty something years old, that practice saved my life. I started waking up at 4 AM, meditating for hours, sitting with emotions I had avoided my entire life, especially around my father, abandonment, self worth, and the subconscious patterns I did not even know were running my life. I finally began to face and FEEL what I had been running from.
From there I enrolled in an energy healing training (continued👇)
