Zay’s Way

01/25/2026

THE MINUS ONE: A Memoir of Survival, from Kolkata to the Kitchen

11/19/2025

11/16/2024

🎉 Our 2024 Board of Directors was thrilled to connect with everyone Wednesday!

If you're interested in learning more about joining the board or supporting our mission through an end-of-year gift or donation, we'd love to hear from you! Reach out to us on social media to get involved and make a difference.

Together, we’re bringing hope and joy to families in need. 💛

10/15/2024

I made things harder for those in my life by NOT using Facebook on important events or things going on. Jaiyden's birthday and Isaiah's anniversary passed with no acknowledgment. Do I care? Did you? Nobody remembered, and it's barely been a year. Isaiah's first year gone, and no one recalled. His last week still haunts me! But what about Isaiah's feelings or those of his family? You discarded us. Why? I lost my son's final moments.

Isaiah's paramount concern was Jaiyden, not myself. Unfortunately, many seem to have forgotten him. Isaiah merited immense love and support. I extend my gratitude to all who cherished Isaiah deeply. He was an extraordinary individual, possessing a unique charm. As a parent of two sons, I note that Jaiyden embodies Isaiah's legacy. If you're missing Isaiah, look to Jaiyden, where his pride and admirable qualities endure. Interestingly, Jaiyden inherently possesses these traits to an even greater extent, earning him the nickname 'golden child' from Isaiah.

Hey these are the ranting of a crazy Angel mom. Nights are the hardest. This is grief.

09/30/2024

The aftermath of losing my firstborn has plunged me into the depths of grief, prompting a profound reevaluation of my existence. This anguish has filled me with self-doubt, rendering me uncertain about my value and purpose. Historically, my roles as mother and wife have been my greatest sources of fulfillment; now, I find myself traversing uncharted territory. Although my roles as wife and mother remain steadfast, Isaiah's passing has underscored the loss of other meaningful relationships. Cancer's destructive path through our family has ravaged my sense of identity, necessitating resilience that others struggle to comprehend. This experience has claimed not only my cherished child but also the vibrancy of our family unit. Isaiah's acknowledgment of his mortality was poignant, yet I was unprepared for the overwhelming desolation that followed. Fortunately, cherished memories and ongoing support from loved ones have revitalized my spirit, gradually rekindling my sense of purpose and happiness. From the ashes of my former life, I emerge transformed, fortified by experience and determined to rebuild.

From my journal

09/13/2024

09/11/2024

Orlando Goes Gold!

This Saturday!! 💛Light of Hope and JOY at Lake Eola Park will be September 14, 2024 at 7:00 pm. 512 E Washington St. Orlando, FL 32801

Please show your support for September’s National Childhood Cancer Awareness Month and come out to this event at Lake Eola! Bring posters, wear your child’s shirt, your foundation’s shirt, wear gold, be creative!!! We look forward to seeing you all🎗️🎗️🎗️🎗️🎗️🎗️

Photography by: Tammy DeLaRosa Photography 🫶