05/13/2025
Today is Postpartum Support International's "We Are 1 in 5 Storytelling Day".
1 in 5 Women will experience a perinatal mental health disorder like postpartum depression. For me, it was Postpartum OCD and depression. It started when my oldest child was 6 months old. I would have intrusive thoughts that came as scary, vivid, and sometimes violent images of harm coming to my son. I thought what I was feeling was normal "mom stress." Then, when I got pregnant with my second child it began to spiral out of control. I was anxious all of the time, and I was having a hard time taking care of myself. I couldn't feel any joy because I was always terrified and I felt frozen. Finally, with the help and support of my mom and husband, I realized it was more than just mom stress. I started therapy of my own and was finally able to understand that my thoughts were not truth, and that I could learn to manage them. I thank God I got help and I don't have to fight my own mind anymore.