02/22/2026
“Healing The Body…. Of Christ”
I was talking with a client recently that was dealing with a lot of trauma about how trauma gets stored in the body and can create an emotional release. They mentioned that they knew that because of this book they had been reading, “The Body Keeps the Score.” It sounded interesting, so I added it to my audiobook listening list. I found a video by the author talking about it. Linked in comments. This ties in to some of the stuff I cover in my upcoming books, but mine are more woo woo as I also deal with the spiritual and energetic layers of healing.
Not only is trauma and pain energy stored in the body, but it’s also stored in the energy body and with the higher soul. Do some foam rolling over your front thighs, p***c area and lower abdomen and watch how the Kryia energy just rolls out the body in spasms. That’s stuck trauma. It wasn’t just tight muscles. It’s only happened to me once. The following times there was no spasm, and this release coincided around a time period where I had a revelation.
About two years or so ago, the higher self gave me a name of an adult male that did something to me as a child too young to have the full memory of it. But I’ve always remembered pieces of an incident. A naked man hiding in my grandmother’s closet, seeing his private parts, adults yelling, etc. That man also met the same end as the person that S.A.me when I was 9. Drugs & alchol. One from disease, one from su***de. People talk about the impact that drugs and alcohol have on people on a physical level, but they rarely ever talk about what happens on a spiritual level, and how excessive use of those substances can at times cause a person to lose connection to their own soul and God. Sometimes the soul separates completely and all that’s left to animate the vessel are demons or parasitic entities.
Addiction is an issue I’ll be covering in book 3, and also how it relates to the seven deadly sins. Book 3 is also very much NOLA focused because this city has a lot of toxic generational trauma and obsession with culture and tradition no matter how toxic they are. One of the places this is the most glaringly obvious is in the comment section of every Facebook post from a New Orleans person about Shia. Just about every NOLA person says enabling s**t like:
“That’s our boy!”
“He belongs to NOLA now, leave him alone!”
“He’s one of us now!”
“He’s just having fun, leave the man alone!”
“That’s just typical Mardi Gras behavior!”
“He fits right in here.”
“He’s so real! He’s just like us!”
And these are comments from just as many NOLA women as well as men. None of these people that think this way see that he needs help that he’s not getting. None will say he needs to make changes or heal especially for the sake of his child, who may eventually just repeat his toxic ways. None of these people say that because to see that in him would require them to face it within themselves. The people that don’t see anything wrong with his behavior are the ones kind of people that are also toxic and stuck in generational trauma loops, addiction, and unhealed s**t they aren’t willing to look at and work through.
This is another area I explore in book 3 and why it’s so NOLA focused and seems like I’m picking on my people: over identification with cultural identity, beliefs, traditions, superstitions, fears, and toxic behavior. Many people fear healthy change because they worry they’ll have to leave their old life and friends behind, and to a degree this is true. The most toxic people will get triggered by your healing and changes, and they will fall away from your life. This is because your healing and growth is a constant reminder of what they should work on too, and they don’t want to. Their own inner demons want to get them far away from anyone that could inspire the host to heal, make better choices, and take back control of the vessel. That’s one less vessel they have to joyride in, use for promiscuous s*x, drug and alcohol use, and partying.
As much as you might think that you need the drugs or alcohol to feel good in social situations and be able to have a good time, it doesn’t compare to being able to heal to the point that you can be around people doing all those things and have ZERO desire to partake. Not only do you not crave it or need it, you really don’t want it. There is ZERO temptation. You prefer to feel high on life and energy around you rather than substances that disconnect from that ability. They say that alcohol lowers inhibitions, so that what’s really within you can come out more. For those that have a true spirit and soul, it just becomes easier to express those parts of self without inhibitions.
I have never been someone that got angry, violent, or destructive when I drank. I would get happier, dance more without inhibitions, be more flirty and promiscuous, but I would also have times that it would make me very melancholy, especially when I would go out drinking alone and didn’t have a friend with me to anchor into. There were times that I would leave a bar and sit in my car and bawl my eyes out, over everything and nothing in particular. I realized it was the energy of all the people in the bar that I was picking up on. My awareness and energy were focused on all the people coming and going, their behavior, the way the energy moved, etc. whereas when I was with a friend, my focus was on one person and the conversation.
Now you know why your friends don’t like to go out and drink alone, and they always have to call a friend to go out with them. They’re not aware of it or why they do. They just think it’s no fun to drink alone. But on a deeper level, the spirit knows that the vessel needs another person to anchor into energetically. If that’s a healthy friend that’s chill and y’all are just chill and having drinks and dinner and conversation, that isn’t usually a problem. It’s when you invite along the party animal with unhealed rage issues that wants to start fights with other drunk toxic people, then it becomes a problem. No one wants to babysit a drunk while they go on a rampage and destroy themselves or others.
Maybe on some level Shia feels like he can’t connect with his dad and have a relationship with him if he doesn’t drink too. Men that get to a certain age and still drink excessively rarely ever change. They’re old and set in their ways. They’ve had a lifetime of using it as a coping mechanism and escape. His moment of healing will come when he can go sit in a bar a let his dad do his thing while he sits there drinking a virgin cocktail or a non alcoholic beer or a soda, and he can be fully present with his dad without judgement, self righteousness or temptation to join him. If his dad doesn’t respect that and tries to push him to drink or distances himself from him, then that is his dad’s problem to work through. If he keeps looking back at who he can’t save and using that as a scapegoat to stay toxic too, then he can’t face forward and be fully present for the one he needs to raise to be someone that doesn’t need saving from an unhealed man that she clings to as replacement for the dad she never really had because his addiction was bigger than his love for her. If he starts and keeps leading by healthy example, his dad just might decide to try a non alcoholic beer and have more sober moments with his son. The leader sets the tone. Not by force, coercion, judgement,guilting and shaming, but by love, patience, understanding, and overcoming their own demons in order to show what is possible. That is how each individual begins to break their family generational trauma loops.
Those that act as enablers are full of demons that fear being left behind but also refuse to change and heal because to do so would feel like a loss of the only identity they’ve ever known, and it is the identity of The False Self, the part of self that needs substances and void fillers to armor up and mask pain and trauma. Pray that those people are guided to what is for their highest good and healing so that they can be the healthy version of themselves that their children are depending on and so desperately need. Healthy adults that have done the inner work raise healthier children. Toxic adults raise toxic children, and those toxic ones ruin the experience of life and love for the healthy ones that do the inner work and try to be decent humans. No one, not even God, expects humans to be perfect and without sin. It’s the awareness of what one needs to repent for. Repentance isn’t about just trying to appease God to avoid punishment and suffering. It’s a genuine release of inner pain energy, guilt, shame, fear, anger, inner demons, etc. It’s giving it to Christ to transmute into something healthier and to guide you to do and be a better human, for your sake, the sake of your loved ones, society, and the entire planet. With each individual that heals, they become the saviors of their own family line and they break trauma loops instead of repeating them. The more that people do this in a realistic way, not a churchy, phony way or love and false light new agey way, but in a practical and applicable way, the more healed and united The Body of Christ and the healthier society becomes. Remember the David Bowie lyrics, “We can be heroes, for ever and ever.”
Jennifer E. Walls
2/22/2026
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