06/09/2022
Some days I have to work extra hard to keep the human at bay..... You know what I am talking about...... the part of you that questions why..... why do people hate?.....why do people choose to hurt?.....why do some trials seem unending? why, why, why....
Just like Job, I dare to ask God, why.
A beautiful life was lost and she chose to give the tremendous gift of organ donation. My heart skips a beat....do I dare to hope?
Then I remember, due to the hate of another, I am no longer approved for transplant so this will not be an option for me. This brings on a new avalanche of emotion....everything from shattered hope, to the great "why", to tears of sadness.
Then the greatest revelation of all......who am I to question God? I know well that my God loves me, has my best Interest at heart, and has laid out a beautiful future for me filled with hope.
Somewhere, deep in my heart, I know that whatever the reason for the battle that began In 2019.....for whatever reason for the constant attacks, God W I L L bring all this about for His great glory. People will have no choice but to acknowledge the goodness and glory of God ......not the actions of man.