11/09/2025
I just spoke on this yesterday how someone blessed me with paying for my lunch. Like I really doubted him. I even went through several different confirmations and ways to verify before I would believe it. That awareness really did something to my spirit. How we often are not conditioned to receiving good and we don't trust. I'll speak personally... from so much trauma, being guarded. Having so much taken and stripped, I was always on guard. There's so much in this. I'm sure that I'll go into detail at some point... but yeah.