10/21/2025
My favorite thing to share since I can remember has been that I have 3 older brothers. I absolutely adore them. My oldest brother, John, he’s the strongest, most fearless & openhearted human I’ve ever known. I grew up knowing so much adventure & possibility because of who he was at his core. All in on everything that he did, gave his whole heart, gave the shirt off his back to those in need. His example is so profound I can’t even put it to words.
I love you John. Your soul, heart, strength, YOU, you’ve always been such an inspiration to me. You handed out metaphorical permission slips to everyone to fall, fly, fail, grow & to be themselves. It was to you that I looked to for courage in paving my own path. Seeing you literally spin on your head with cardboard to practice for all the breakdancing at dances, defying gravity. Or joining you Ken & Jared for workouts in the garage. Running full speed down the hill to slide in the mud with you in a rain storm. Rope swinging all together at the swatty, it all amazed me. Your unapologetic, compassionate spirit shaped me into who I am today. Us being 10 years apart left some gaps in life where we didn’t hear much from eachother, but that never stopped the love & friendship. The unspoken bond of acceptance for each other even as we both grew & changed, is such a gift to receive from a big brother, thank you. I’ll never forget the bracelet you gave me with the Jimmy Hendrix quote “when the power of love overcomes the love of power the world will know peace” just sitting there reading it over in awe at its truth.
I think of you when the sun hits my skin in the morning, I feel you in my laugh, I carry you in every step I take with my half webbed toes. (which aren’t nearly as cool as yours) Even if I said it all it stillwouldn’t be enough because words don’t really do justice to or truly capture how wonderful you are. To my fearless, incredible, strong willed, brilliant, silly, biggest brother, thank you for gracing this world with your heart & for seeing others so deeply. I feel so honored to call you my big brother. My heart, & every heart you touched in life is aching at the sudden void the absence of you has left.
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