The Healing Room

02/02/2026

I know exactly what this is like!!!

Been working through the CPTSD it caused in my life for years now.

I get stronger everyday.
I find more lessons everyday.
I see the bigger picture more everyday.

I understand today that on some deeper level we signed up to do this dance long ago.

You played your part fantastically.
I cracked wide open through the experience and found my courage, my light, my voice and my Sovereignty.

For that I will always be eternally grateful 🙏.

That doesn't mean the door is open again.
It just means I see you, the human you and I see your higher self too.

I let you GO...with love and gratitude to continue on your journey, as I continue on mine.
🐉💃💜🙏💜💃🐉

01/30/2026

Know what your dealing with Beloved.

Thier job is to erode your light and to feed off of your souls essence.

It's why when in these relationships you begin to feel like just a shell of your former self.

The devil never comes looking like the devil...
He/she shows up looking like everything you've ever wanted.

This is where they are mirroring back to you all of your own qualities and beautiful traits.

And as soon as they know they have you hooked on them..the devaluation then begins.

The mask slips and they show you who they really are..now you're confused because your brain can't rationalize both realities.

And right as you begin to pull away...they swoop back in love bombing with fake apologies, future faking and the trauma bond is created.

This cycle of love bombing and devaluation will continue until you become depleted mentally, physically and spiritually...a shell of your former self.

Questioning your own sanity

Questioning your own worth

Questioning your very existence

And this is why I call this type of abuse covert murder with Clean Hands ✋️

You can't fix them, you can't change them!!!

Someone needed to hear this...
You are stronger than you realize, or they wouldn't have targeted you.
You are worthy
You are loved
You are ENOUGH!!!

Love yourself enough to realize you deserve happy and healthy relationships!!!
🚩🪞💃🌹🫶♾️🌹💃🪞🚩

01/29/2026