12/31/2025
2025- A completion year. The year of alignment broke me. Rewired me, broke me again.
2020 was a gateway, a small fracture. 2025,everything came full circle & cracked every possible surface possible, exposing my deepest and darkest truths... something snapped.
All my deepest, darkest shadows came forward, looking for healing. Looking for clarity. Guidance. Nourishment. Looking for love. compassion. forgiveness.
Within the last 8 months of me deepening my personal practice and faith, a time when I thought I would see some lightness... Instead, I was held in front of a mirror and shown all my weaknesses with my strengths simultaneously.
Everything I could possibly loathe about myself, I also had to learn to deeply love and trust and realize what has been missing is love and compassion for myself.
Especially when you love your friends for their flaws, wouldn't you treat yourself the same?
It's just the beginning.
All while I feel I am losing my sanity some days, 2025 have encouraged me to be creative again... Deepening my spiritual practice and trying to integrate it into everyday living has been hard. So difficult that a lot of days I struggle to know why I'm actually doing all of this.
Then, I remember i am helping people as a way to work on myself, and I continue to work on myself to help people. It all comes full circle.
It isn't about who healed the most at the end. It is how you lived and cherished everyone in the process.
Through the heartache, through the pain and suffering, through the obstacles.
So 2026, let this be the year of embodiment for me.
Where I integrate the work that I have been doing myself into further self study, svadhyaya.
I will continue to follow my heart and offer one on one's to those that are in alignment with my offerings. I will continue to craft beautiful retreats for those wanting to deepen their work.
I will continue to create beautiful cacao and kirtan ceremonies and hold space for other mamas wanting to bring their children along for the spiritual journey if the stars and collaborations align.
I will continue to offer what I feel in my heart is needed for the collective.
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