06/20/2022
As Mother Earth is at its peak of flourishing its green lusciousness, I feel that I am coming to that stage where I am soon to be coming out of my cocoon to shine my bright light.
These past few months have been some of the toughest emotional ups and downs Iβve had in over a year but I have to say it has shown me a lot of what I thought I healed but didnβt. I am not saying my journey is over but today I feel is a turning point.
As I sat down looking out at beautiful pachamama, all of these painful, sad, angry, frustrated, disgusting, shameful, guilty moments in my past flooded my conscious and I started to write it all down. As I wrote down each one I remembered how I felt and allowed myself to feel those feelings I suppressed and at the end of it all I wrote this(see below) and I burned it.
I forgive myself for everything that I have done. I no longer have Shame or guilt for my actions because without them I wouldnβt be here today. I release the need to prove myself to anyone. I release the need to sacrifice my needs for the sake of others. I will speak my truth if my heart yearns to. I forgive myself for my actions, feelings and words to those who have triggered me. I am no longer bound to my emotions. They have no control over me. I am free to continue my journey and to heal. I am on the right path and my path is my own. I will follow my intuition and gut . I will not let others persuade me into doing things that are not in my highest good. I am love and light.
I thank you younger Danielle for your adventure, fun, wild, free and ambitious nature. I will hold onto those qualities and continue my path of healing.
I love you and thank youππ»ππ»β€οΈ
I am so grateful for my healing journey and I look forward for what is nextβ¦.