06/02/2022
Taking it all in. This picture represents healing, hope, and the promise of the Divine to my heart in a time where the light felt dim and I was all but hopeless. There were seriously times I wondered would I ever feel good enough to be in the sun all day swimming and playing. I laid in bed and visualized this moment. If I could be well enough, strong enough have energy enough to do a handstand on the beach I would know I was healed. This morning as I tried and fell, dusted off the sand and tried again for about 20 minutes. About 5 minutes before this picture was taken I almost called it quits. The beach was sloped, the sand was a challenge for my balance. I looked at my husband and said, I’m good. It’s not gonna happen, let’s go. He turned and looked me in the eye and asked me the most powerful question, “Are you sure?” I checked in with my heart… no I wasn’t sure. I wanted this and it was in that moment I determined I wasn’t leaving till I got it. I knew I was capable, it was just the variables like the slope and sand I had to figure out. With his help I positioned my self with my sting arm on the downhill slope. And after a few more attempts… there it was! There I was! With a new perspective. This trip has been the victory lap of a 5 year journey of healing. And now I want more. I am so grateful for the health I am experiencing, but now I want to be stronger, see new adventures and LIVE BIG! Don’t quit contending for your healing, (physically, emotionally, & spiritually) keep fighting, keep your eyes focused on the vision. Get a coach or mentor to help you. I did not do this alone! What does healing look like for you? How will you know when your there? Who will you enlist to help you achieve your goals? And what will you step into next?
