12/22/2025
This concert was last night and it was nothing short of amazing.
And before I can share with you any footage, I wanna share with you some context to the experience itself and the vibes…
First of all, this was my day 30 of sobriety from cannabis, performing completely clean during a medicine ceremony of sorts was an honor… many of you know about my journey with it because I am very open and therefor share very honestly about my learnings in this life as a 1/3 Splenic Projector with innocent motivation, and with my particular frequency I’m someone who is designed to be extremely open and mat the same time sometime this openness has been too hard for me…
it’s like my biggest gift and also my area of learning… and given that I live in Sonoma County, where plant medicine in general is abundant (especially cannabis) I had the pleasure of getting very close with it in a way that got me question my dependency on it for performance for my work and my relationships.
now that I’ve been off of it for quite some time I’m actually quite grateful for it because I learned so much with it and I have more of a perspective on that journey, which is really coming from my own understanding… and believe me when I say, I will never say anything negative about this Ally. I’m actually finding the magic and the medicine of it a lot clearer without it… and the best part is that my performance was absolutely one of my favorites in my whole life. I felt clear in control and enjoyed it very much. I got amazing feedback and some testimonials. I’m intending to use… so I hope there might be someone who’s reading this who is touched by this and who needed to hear this cause if you are dealing with something similar like I did I want you to know that you’re so beautiful and capable of experiencing your magnificent without it…