01/20/2026
Woke up this morning to the very last day of my 30's era. Feels very surreal and I'm in a space of awe, not wanting to let go, and excited to step into my 40's era tomorrow.
There's definitely been an overarching theme to the last 10 years.... I was thinking Pivot but it's more of a huge jumpstart 😆
It's been an era of enough-is-enough, learning how to love myself, branching away from societal, familial, and generational expectations, patterns, and belief systems, stepping out of my comfort zones, trying new things, going through school for a bachelor's in graphic design and then again for my massage therapy license, finding new passions and joys, learning how to move through greif and becoming friends with uncertainty, as well as discovery my spiritual journey and healing gifts.
Being reborn over and over again. Hitting rock bottom several times and learning how to pivot each time.
Through heartbreaks, fears, grief, and hating myself to finding happiness, joy, excitement, and hope in all of the places I once feared to look (the deepest parts of myself that I kept judging, kept hidden, suppressed, and shamed).
As for my very last year in my 30's, it's been the most deeply transformational year of my life!
From attending the most beautiful women's retreat over my birthday weekend last year, receiving HUGE clarity that made me make the HUGE decision to pack up my entire life and move to CA back in June, to finding the tiniest glimmer of light through uncertainty....
I'm FINALLY standing at the threshold of a whole new, vibrant, magnificent, abundant, and deeply transformative era.
Feeling very proud of myself and all of the hard work, faith, and resilience it took to get me here. I am so grateful to be at this opening door of my 40's and to step through, fully ready and full of excitement for what the next 10 years will bring.
Cheers to the next era of my journey Earthside 🥂