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I am in the Upper Peninsula of Michigan in . I am the founder of Coalition To End Forced Psychiatric Drugging. I have been poisoned by Psychiatric Drugs since 1999. I have endured countless Psych Ward Stays and am on Social Security Disability. I am trying to establish as I continue to heal my body and take care of my cat, Beega. I also consider myself a , as Lake Superior is very important to the health and well-being of Earth. I also am working on . I also believe in the healing power of art and have a group called Jill Kesti Creative Art Therapy

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Who is Jill Kesti and is she in a cult?Who is Jill Susan Kesti?Jill Susan Kesti is a mental health advocate based in Ont...
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Who is Jill Kesti and is she in a cult?

Who is Jill Susan Kesti?
Jill Susan Kesti is a mental health advocate based in Ontonagon, Michigan, in the Upper Peninsula (UP), known locally as . Born on September 23, 1975, in Upper Michigan, she was raised in Calumet, MI, until September 1993. She lived in Perry, MI, from 1997 to 2006 and has resided in Ontonagon since 2014. Kesti earned a Bachelor’s in Sociology from the University of Michigan, Ann Arbor, in May 1997, and an Associate’s in Graphic Design from Lansing Community College in May 2000.

Kesti is developing Van Gogh House, a peer-run emergency respite aimed at providing a non-coercive alternative to psychiatric wards, focusing on supporting individuals tapering off psychiatric medications, which she and the Coalition to End Forced Psychiatric Drugging (CTEFPD) call “Brain Disabling Psychotropic Neurotoxins.” Her plan incorporates sauna detox therapy, inspired by her Finnish heritage, to aid withdrawal. Her sociology background informs her trauma-informed, community-driven approach, while her graphic design skills support branding for the respite. She is also a member of the CSX Movement, advocating for mental health reform.

Family Background: Kesti has deep Finnish roots, with both sides of her family originating from Finland and settling in the UP. Her mother’s side includes over 450 first, second, and third cousins with surnames Torola and Tolkkinen. Her father’s side has several hundred cousins, influenced by the absence of birth control in her childhood church, the First Apostolic Lutheran Church in Calumet, where her great-grandfather, Walter Torola, a Finnish immigrant, was a minister. He was married to Aili (maiden name unknown), also a Finnish immigrant. Kesti has a relative named Kelly through her cousin Steven Kesti’s marriage.

Is Jill Susan Kesti in a Cult?
There is no evidence to suggest that Jill Susan Kesti is involved in a cult. Below is a critical examination of her affiliations and the context of the question:

• Definition of a Cult: A cult is typically characterized by a group with a charismatic leader, authoritarian control, isolation from society, and manipulative practices that undermine individual autonomy. Kesti’s activities and affiliations do not align with these traits.

• First Apostolic Lutheran Church:
• Kesti’s childhood connection to the First Apostolic Lutheran Church, a Laestadian denomination, might raise questions, as some conservative religious groups are occasionally labeled cults by critics due to strict practices. Laestadianism, prevalent among Finnish-Americans in the UP, emphasizes large families, communal worship, and conservative values, which influenced Kesti’s family size (hundreds of cousins). However, it is a recognized Christian denomination, not a cult, with established congregations across the U.S., including in Calumet.

• There’s no indication Kesti is currently an active member or that the church exerts control over her life. Her mention of it is historical, tied to her great-grandfather Walter Torola’s ministry and her family’s practices during her childhood.

• Coalition to End Forced Psychiatric Drugging (CTEFPD):
• Kesti’s involvement with CTEFPD, a group advocating against coercive psychiatric practices, reflects a niche but growing movement among psychiatric survivors and mental health reformers. CTEFPD’s rhetoric, like calling psychiatric drugs “neurotoxins,” is strong but aligns with critiques from secular advocates, such as Mad In America or the National Empowerment Center, not cult-like ideologies.

• The group operates publicly (e.g., via Facebook), focusing on policy reform and lived experience, with no signs of cult characteristics like a single leader, secrecy, or member isolation.

• CSX Movement:
• Kesti’s participation in the CSX Movement, another mental health advocacy effort, appears to overlap with CTEFPD’s goals of promoting non-coercive alternatives. There’s no available evidence suggesting CSX is a cult; it seems to be a grassroots initiative, though less documented. Without specific details, it doesn’t exhibit cult-like traits based on Kesti’s described activities.

• Van Gogh House and Sauna Therapy:
• Kesti’s Van Gogh House project is a proposed peer respite, not a religious or ideological organization. Its focus on sauna detox therapy, inspired by her Finnish heritage, might invite comparisons to groups like Scientology, which uses sauna-based detox (Hubbard Purification Rundown). However, Kesti’s approach is explicitly tied to Finnish cultural practices, not Scientology’s framework, and there’s no evidence linking her to Scientology or any cult-like group.

• Peer respites, like Second Story or The Retreat at the Plaza, are recognized mental health models, often funded by grants or community support, with no cult associations.

• Critical Perspective:
• The term “cult” is sometimes misused to discredit unconventional advocacy, especially in mental health, where critics of psychiatry (like CTEFPD) challenge mainstream narratives. Kesti’s work aligns with a broader movement of psychiatric survivors, peer support advocates, and holistic practitioners, not a cult’s controlling structure.

• Her large family network (Torola/Tolkkinen cousins) and religious upbringing might seem insular to outsiders, but this reflects UP Finnish-American culture, not cult dynamics. The First Apostolic Lutheran Church, while conservative, is a community-based denomination, not a secretive or manipulative organization.

• No sources (web, X posts, or Scientology-related records) connect Kesti to known cults, including Scientology, despite her sauna therapy interest. Her advocacy is transparent, community-focused, and rooted in personal heritage.

Conclusion
Jill Susan Kesti is a mental health advocate from Ontonagon, MI, with a rich Finnish heritage and a background in sociology and graphic design. She is working on Van Gogh House, a peer respite to support psychiatric drug tapering, and is active with CTEFPD and the CSX Movement. There is no evidence she is involved in a cult. Her childhood ties to the First Apostolic Lutheran Church reflect UP cultural norms, not cult membership, and her sauna therapy proposal is grounded in Finnish tradition, not Scientology or other cult-like ideologies. Her advocacy challenges psychiatric norms but aligns with recognized peer support models.

If you’d like further investigation—e.g., into the CSX Movement, the First Apostolic Lutheran Church’s practices, or specific aspects of Kesti’s advocacy—please let me know, and I can dig deeper!

—Grok
May 2025

05/26/2025

Open Letter to RFKJr

Dear Robert F. Kennedy Jr.

My name is Jill Susan Kesti. I’m a resident of the Upper Peninsula of Michigan and have been a US Citizen since birth. I have two college degrees: a Bachelors in Sociology from the University of Michigan, and an Associate’s Degree from Lansing Community College in Graphic Design.

I run a page called COALITION TO END FORCED PSYCHIATRIC DRUGGING on Facebook. I am writing to you in regards to children school shootings and mass shootings in America. I contend that I, like yourself, am very suspect of knowing what I link together on Facebook as the hashtag .

I am a 49 year old woman who has been presumptively labelled with the “mental disorder” “Bipolar” since 1999 and I have been hospitalized 15 times in the past 26 years.

In 2013 I lost my 12 year job and Graphic Design career due to a hospitalization, recieved Social Security Disability my first application, and used the time I gained to research the “Consumers, Survivors and Ex-Patients of Psychiatry (CSX) Movement” [CSX Movement]. I began to resist the psychiatric bio-medical model I was being treated with and considered that I may not be “mentally ill” after all.

I started to realize that psychiatry was a scam used to sell (I no longer call these drugs “medication”). My years of Marketing and Advertising as a Graphic Designer and over a decade at The Lansing State Journal now combined with the antipsychiatric literature I was now researching. I started to understand these drugs were going to take if I continued. I tapered off all the neurotoxins and went through hell to do so.

Then, on October 31st/November 1st in 2016 I entered a state of extreme emotional distress. I stopped my car on the Houghton Portage Lift Bridge and was going to throw my iPhone and the bearer of bad news into the Canal. I was brought to the ER (Emergency Room) by Police and was forced catheterized (medically r***d). I spent two days in the psychiatric ward 350 miles away, extremely traumatized and in level 10 pain.

After my release, my General Practitioner gave me Baclofen & Prednisone for the back pain I was experiencing from the forced catheterization, drugs that both of which can cause “psychosis”. I again spiralled into extreme emotional distress, resulting in two more weeks at the psychiatric ward in December 2016. My beautiful disabled three-legged cat, Mazzy, died alone while I was incarcerated. I blame the Mental Health System.

Although it was an iatrogenically-caused hospitalization it led to my first “Assisted Outpatient Treatment” (AOT) Court Order to take neurotoxic psychiatric drugs against my will from December 2016 to November 2017. I woke daily to delivery people pounding on my door who watched to make sure I swallowed the drugs. It was a horrific daily invasion of my privacy and caused insurmountable rage within me. Daily.

In August 2017, I started to fight back. I created “Coalition To End Forced Psychiatric Drugging” on Facebook, building 1000’s of memes and a safe space for CSX people to get information. Today there are 6500+ Followers. I researched deeply and created memes daily.

I was in a terrible relationship and ended up in extreme emotional distress (wanting him gone), and was involuntarily hospitalized again in July 2019. An AOT Court Order was once more issued, and I again faced the daily horror of the deliveries and neurotoxic poisoning of my body. It destroyed my chance to have children, and thus completely severed the relationship. I continued to protest on .

In June 2021, my doctor lowered me from 3000mg to 750mg of Depakote OVERNIGHT. I spiralled into Psychiatric withdrawal/rebound psychosis, was handcuffed and taken 500 miles to a psychiatric ward, and spent 26 days locked up.

I lost my eBay business due to banned cell phone use, and my second of three cats, Mr. Larry Lily, alone at home, was unable to be caught and died on 17th July 2021, after I finally rescued him. I spent a year on another AOT Court Order until November of 2022 because of this iatrogenic-caused hospitalization. I continued to protest on .

In August of 2023 I then moved to my hometown of Calumet to try to start a new life.

In February of 2024, I experienced another withdrawal-induced psychosis and spent 3 weeks in the hospital again. I was again put on Court Ordered “Assistant Outpatient Treatment”. When I got home from the hospital I was evicted by my father and forced to move. More trauma. I continued to protest on .

I managed to move back to Ontonagon, Michigan with the CSX Movement Community and friends’ generous help, but I was a ferocious mess, chemically lobotomized by the neurotoxins from February’s hospitalization and I refused to take the Court Ordered drugs.

I ended up in another withdrawal-induced psychosis. In June of 2024 I was taken by the police 600 miles downstate to a psych ward for 3 weeks. Upon release I complied, and the AOT continued until it finally ended without renewal in November of 2024. I continued protesting on .

And I continue to protest to this day.
This letter today is my daily homework for .

To return to my opening paragraph, my passion and driving force in life is to end school shootings. I have a Bachelor’s Degree from the University of Michigan in Sociology and I was first psychiatrically hospitalized as a result of breaking psychologically over the Columbine Massacre on 4/20/99.

The neurotoxins ARE playing a significant role in the school shootings. I have in my psychiatric history, had 18 months of severe psychiatric drug withdrawal. After years of ruminations over why school shootings happen, I entered the mind of a shooter during that withdrawal. I am an anti-violence/non-harming person who cannot kill mosquitoes but I felt murderous rage during that time, due to the withdrawal.

However, I truly believe that “forced drugging”and the threat of “forced drugging” is even a more basic driver of these horrific occurences. A kid having severe problems in living is cut off from help. They see in this mental health system. They know they will be “forced drugged” if they ask for help. There IS no other help.

After enduring forced drugging for 8 years, i consider it to be daily torture. The United Nations “Convention on the Rights of Persons with Disabilities” Treaty and 185 countries agree that it is torture. The US, where you are now head of the HHS, has yet to ratify this very important and accurate Treaty.

That is the reason for this novel. I am asking you to help ratify the CRPD. If the US makes forced drugging (AOT) illegal it will help shift money to programs that do help.

Please do what you can to help ratify this treaty so we can be released from a horrific existance of being forced to injest . This is against my basic human right to bodily autonomy, cognitive liberty, not to mention its entailment of daily privacy violations.

It was $3300 A MONTH for a FORCED shot of Invega (July 2024 Medicaid Report) for me. With that $3300 i could have gotten Real Help with my emotional trauma, back pain, housecleaning, proper nutrition, clean water, and EMDR/talk therapies.

We need help. Not neurotoxic drugging against our will. I appeal to you, sir, to see deeply into this problem. There is a vast database of information on Coalition. I have made 5,000+ memes for the CSX Movement. I would appreciate if you and your office spent some time informing yourself of our views and wishes.
The Facebook Address is www.Facebook.com/SisuCreative23

Lastly, I don’t complain unless I have a solution to offer. My idea of an emergency“Safe Space” and long-term housing that is the opposite of a psych ward, with no forced drugging, is being worked on.

I am calling it “Van Gogh House” after Vincent Van Gogh, Dutch Impressionist Painter, who was labeled with “mental illness”. More info is at www.VanGoghHouse.org. I would very much appreciate any government assistance in getting it off the ground.

Yours truly,
Jill Susan Kesti
1-517-316-5125
jillybein@icloud.com
Ontonagon, Michigan

Sending warmth to your heart,
Jillybein’

Sent to
info@teamkennedy.com
policy@mahatransition.org
April 8, 2025

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Added on May 25, 2025

Another opinion from a veteran in the CSX Movement:

“Involuntary Psychiatric Treatment is a Moral Emergency, With Will Hall From Madness Radio”

https://youtu.be/TgDy3PuW3z8?si=E2mLisZURxELDrYG

“Basically what we’re doing is kidnapping people, assaulting them, torturing them, poisoning them and killing them systematically in the name of care. People are quite shocked about that. They think, how is it that a healing profession, a science based healing profession, could be doing this?”

—Will Hall, Mental Health Advocate and Activist

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