10/02/2025
We are still taking dontations to help with cleaning expenses for Katie!
Update on Katie!
(Katie’s latest post)
Late night ramblings
Today is October 1. The first day of Breast Cancer Awareness month. A month that meant not a whole lot to me before now. But now… I am the awareness. I am the one you see that makes you realize ANYONE can get breast cancer—even a 36 year old. I nursed five babies for years on end… they say that is “protective” against breast cancer. I’m all set—protected. Never did I ever think I’d be a statistic but here we are—living the dream. 🙃
So I guess all that to say check your b***s. Don’t think you are “safe” because of xyz, like I did. I missed ALL. THE. WARNING. SIGNS. because I wrote it off as lactation related. I’m young. It’s just milk. Literally cancer was not on my radar AT ALL. Not a worry in my mind. So, no excuses. Get your self checks in and see your providers for screenings. Don’t be naive like me. If I could only go back to my first symptoms…
Anyway, I shaved my head tonight… or rather, had the kids shave my head. Landry didn’t participate because he said he’d “feel guilty.” My sweet boy. Wow, does it ever feel real now. But I’m good, no tears. It feels a bit freeing. I just took a shower and it was so fast. 😆 The kids did really well but I know it is super weird and distressing for them so it will take some getting used to. They have all been so brave through this. I love them so much. 🥺
Round 2 of chemo is tomorrow. The first round was not easy on me so I’m hoping to avoid the sicknesses and really keep up with my hydration. Send some good vibes this way. I’m ready but also it is strange going in this time knowing what to expect. It’s also very strange to knowingly and willingly put poison in your body… all… to live. So that is kind of a mindf*ck for me. 😵💫
Welp. That’s it for now, FB journal 😉👩🏻🦲