02/23/2026
The progression of practice in the house when animals are nearby đâ¤ď¸
Today I had cancelled all classes because bending over was not a functional movement in this body today. My main concern was setting up for class and bringing all the props out. That is a lot of bending and standing. I would move a particular direction and it would take my breath. I still had all my yoga stuff in the house from the retreat I returned from this weekend. So I got it out and I was correct about putting things out. It was a challenge just setting this spot upđĽ´. As soon as I put the blanket down my oldest cat climbed on it. So when I was able to get my body to the floor to open my psoas he was between my arms and I was petting his bony body. He doesnât look small but his muscles have a lot of atrophy đ˘. He wanted to be close to me. He wanted me to love him. He needed touch. As I was opening my psoas I just started to cry. My thoughts had traveled to losing him soon. He is 16 almost 17 and his health is failing. Itâs as if he knows and wants to soak up the love and as I type this out my eyes well up at the thought of him passing. So I stopped what I was doing and put my legs around him to surround him with the warmth of my body and just pet and massaged and brushed him, even used the massage gun lightly on him as he loves that. I did that til he was done being touched then went on with my practice.
It wasnât my typical movement. Not even all the miofascial release was like I normally do it. It was just different today. I have known our studio is in a transition of movement but just havenât found that movement yet. What this weekendâs retreat did for me is help to unstick my brain. I know that what I learned this weekend isnât the movement I have been looking for but because it moved me differently it helped to shift my brain to different patterns of movement. Things are shifting and Iâm freakin excited about itâ¤ď¸