11/13/2025
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Rachel Held Evans traces her lifelong relationship with the church—the beauty that shaped her, the wounds that pushed her away, and the hope that kept drawing her back. She writes honestly about the tension of leaving and returning, and explores what it means to keep seeking a God who feels present even when the church disappoints and certainty fades.
As a therapist, I often meet clients wrestling with this same tension: how to hold on to faith after being hurt by the very system that taught it. When the structure that once gave life begins to feel unsafe, it can stir identity confusion, grief, guilt, or shame. Evans writes to that ache with raw honesty and deep compassion, reminding readers that questioning, leaving, and coming back are all part of being human. If your faith feels tender or uncertain, this book offers reassurance that you are not alone, and that there is room for both doubt and devotion.