Fringe Spirit

04/06/2026

You know how they say 98% of our DNA is 'junk DNA'?🧬

Doesn't it seem bizarre that we would have such a large percentage of our DNA that is not used?

Okay let's back up a second.

What does DNA actually do? DNA instructs different components of the body on things like development, survival, and reproduction. It's understood this way from a complete biological, evolutionary perspective. It acts as a blueprint for LIFE.

Okay, now let's add more science, but this time quantum physics. It is now proven (for those of you who lead by facts and logic) that everything, including HUMANS, is energy. Everything is energy in motion (vibrating) at different frequencies (dependent on how fast the vibrations are).

If DNA is the blueprint for life, and we are energy in motion, wouldn't it make sense our DNA would include codes and instruction beyond just a physical, biological, survival-based existence?

If this resonates with you, let's keep going.

We have DNA that has instructions and codes that we can't quite understand or measure with the limitations of our current science and physics. We have DNA that offers us capabilities beyond survival and reproduction.

You know how we all have these genes that predispose us for certain diseases or disorders, that remain dormant until they are activated by various environmental, viral, bacterial, or other triggers?

Okay, so what if the opposite is also true? What if some of this 'junk DNA' that is not understood has the ability to activate not just diseases, but POSITIVE things? Self healing, boosted immune system, metaphysical abilities, etc. etc.

What if we have a capacity to become more than we have always been told? What if we are more than just evolved primates?

If you'd heard the term 'DNA activation' before in the spiritual or metaphysical community, this is what they are talking about. Oftentimes, certain DNA cannot fully activate until the conditions are right (just like with the disease-causing genes).

We are in (and have been for some time) a MASSIVE energetic shift on the planet that is ushering in higher frequencies. These higher frequencies are allowing for certain DNA to activate.

Those solar flares that are rocking you? They're activating you. The exhaustion, discomfort, health flare ups you feel? Your body acclimating to activations. This is just one example, there are many beyond just solar flares.

Want to ASSIST your body in the receiving of these activations? First, let's REPAIR the damage caused to our DNA by environmental toxins, parasites, viruses, bacteria, heavy metals, inflammation, etc. This will allow you to receive the activation of this dormant DNA with much more ease. It will open the door to even more activations.

Our bodies are meant to heal themselves.

We are all psychic and can work with energy.

We are all able to 'see through the veil'.

However, the physical body can limit us. Energy work, emotional release, shadow work, mental re-programming do a LOT, but we must not forget about the physical body.

This month's FREE Soul Stream (15-minute energetic transmission) is all about this... 🧬DNA REPAIR.🧬 All you have to do is pop on some headphones and receive. It is POTENT. It is POWERFUL. And if you jumped on the opportunity to dive into last month's freebie (Cellular Reset), they go perfectly hand in hand.

You do enough for everyone else, let yourself receive this!

Link👇

03/26/2026

What is a womb awakening?

This is definitely a layered topic, and could go quite deep. A massive theme right now is around the return of the empowered, whole divine feminine energy. Our reality has been run on patriarchal paradigms for a long, long time.

When this shift took place, the power of the divine feminine was lost. Part of the divine feminine was cast into darkness through shame and suppression, which has led to lifetimes and fractals of repressed memories, traumas, and emotions.

All that became 'acceptable' was the light divine feminine, essentially the mother archetype. The nurturer, the caregiver. But there is SO much more to the divine feminine than that.

The sensual, embodied, powerful, magnetic, intuitive, confident part of the divine feminine was fractaled and became known as the dark divine feminine. Those who embodied their power, their magic, their sensuality were deemed 'bad,' 'wrong,' and intentionally associated with darkness and rage.

This about Medusa's story. She was a beautiful priestess, r***d by Poseidon, a powerful masculine God, and then cursed and transformed into a 'monster.' Not only this, but intentionally chosen was the serpent to identify her darkness and rage with.

The serpent, as we know, is a powerful energy of the divine feminine, of kundalini energy, of the awakening of divine femininity in many ways. So of course there has been layers and layers of negative associations with the serpent throughout religion and history.

Are you getting the idea yet? This was all intentional to allow those who felt threatened by women embodying their power and magic to feel a sense of control and power over that which they could not control.

This grand 'awakening' many call it largely includes the healing of these dark divine feminine fractals, allowing them to return home to our souls and allowing us, as humans, to fully embody the PASSION that comes from them, not the RAGE.

This is why so many women are beginning to speak their truth, to no longer settle for less than, to no longer stand behind a man but beside them. Yes, it's an equality movement, but it's also something much, much deeper.

Intuition, embodied power, and magic largely come with the merging of the light and dark divine feminine. That woman who enters a room says nothing, yet everyone notices her. The woman who holds a confidence and poise without having to put anyone else down. That woman who lifts other women up. That woman who knows who she is, does not need validation from anyone, speaks freely, and allows her intuition to guide her.
That is what is coming back.

Anyways, a bit of a tangent there... But the point is we are ALL feeling this. Men, women, all of it. We are all meant to be in harmony. It's not a women > men type thing. And we all have both divine feminine energy and divine masculine energy. AND we have all likely incarnated as both genders. So we are ALL going through it.

So back to the question... What is a womb awakening?

Well the womb space is a large part of this dark divine feminine power and authority. It's within out lower chakras, so a heavily physical and embodied energy. It is where we create LIFE! And as such, it's a massive part of our manifestation, our ability to CREATE the reality we desire.

Desire, that's a key word. Desire is a big part of this. Desire is felt, not understood with the mind. It's our body's way of speaking to us, bypassing the ego and outdated monkey brain. Desire overlaps with intuition in the way that it is an alternative form of communication than what we are taught is 'real' or that we should listen to.

Desire is coming back online. With desire, so is sensuality. With sensuality, we have intimacy, pleasure, s*x, and or**sm. Why do these things matter? Because a) we are in our bodies when we have the best experiences of them. We want to be in our bodies in order to truly manifest the intangible into the physical.

But the big truth? S*x magic is real. We used to know this. We used to practice this. Before it was outlawed and controlled, and those who did practice it were punished just like Medusa was punished. Then bring in the centuries of s*xual trauma that has hijacked all of this. That has put so much wounding in our bodies that most of us cannot even have true pleasurable or**sm... Without shame, sovereignty, and autonomy.

Our external reality is always a mirror for our internal reality. What's happening right now? A massive worldwide s*x related control system is being unveiled. This is no coincidence. This has been happening for centuries, it is not new. But darkness is coming into the light. You're not just triggered because it's gross. You're triggered also because we all carry these wounds. From other lifetimes, through ancestral DNA memory, and through programming by simply incarnating here on Earth.

It's purging out, let it. We must clear out the sacral chakra, the womb from the trauma in order to awaken it to its true essence and power. What it was always meant for.

So... What is a womb awakening? Well it's when we awaken the truth to your power within your embodiment as a human, with your birthright as a creator of reality, to experience pleasure and intimacy, and to truly step into your MAGIC. You want your metaphysical abilities to show up? Or get stronger? Well here you go. A huge key is right here.

So because of the collective themes, along with the 3-month Spring Equinox portal of massive transformation and remembrance, the NEW healing I have created is a womb awakening. This comes in the form of a Soul Stream.

A Soul Stream is a ~15 minute energetic transmission that brings you into an energetic container create by yours truly. Part of its magic is you just have to receive, and many of us are SUPER imbalanced with our giving and receiving. So it helps to heal on that level always. But within the container, specific energies are included and offered to you to receive as you simply listen. This is self care. This is taking your power back. This is showing up and telling the Universe that you're fu***ng ready.

You can purchase this alone and have access to it always, or subscribe for only $11/month and have access to this Soul Stream PLUS over 20 more.

Curious? Let me know!

Remember, you deserve to show up for yourself.✨

Healing on demand comes in the form of Soul Streams, 15-minute energetically encoded transmissions designed to support you in returning to your natural state of clarity, presence, and inner harmony.

03/24/2026

What does spring 2026 hold for us?

03/24/2026

Let's talk about this Spring Equinox Portal we are now entering into!

03/10/2026

✨THIS WEEK'S INTUITIVE CARD PULL✨

To assist you in navigating this time, pick a card below for an intuitive message for YOU! Take a few deep breaths, allowing yourself to clear your mind, calling in your Higher Self to guide you, and look at the photo below with the card options available. Allow your Higher Self to guide you to whichever card is calling to you.

03/09/2026

Hello!

This week's Mystic Message offers a beautiful reminder from our Divine Mother herself, Gaia.

She would like us all to remember the free technology that we all have access to.

This technology offers us so many things...

Healing and releasing
Neutrality / zero point
Nervous system regulation
Deeper connection to spirit
Ease in utilizing our metaphysical abilities
Presence, groundedness, and contentment
She reminds us that everything is an extension of her.... Every blade of grass, each and every tree and plant, the butterflies, bumblebees, and every animal that exists...

And US.

We are reminded that we are a fractal, an extension of light, Source, God, the Universe... Many of us are aware of this... But we weren't always born remembering. We were born to anchor into Mother Gaia and remember ourselves as an extension of her.

We wouldn't be here if we were not meant to be an extension of her.

Many of us have forgotten the beautiful technology of our planetary body. Many of us have forgotten we were always meant to connect to her above all else in this incarnation.

Many of us have forgotten that to fully understand ourselves and why we are here is to BE here, to CONNECT here, to be NOW.

This innate technology of our world is a constant. Our old matrix system is crumbling, and if we are connected deeply to those foundations, we are feeling extremely unstable right now. However, it is extremely difficult to connect to the new matrix system build on unconditional love, equality, oneness, freedom, expression, empowerment, and creativity when we are feeling fear, anger, shame, guilt, holding judgment, circling limiting beliefs, etc. That jump is massive and challenging to do.

We must find neutrality to anchor into the new with ease.

Mother Gaia is transforming as well, and to anchor into her is to be stable, anchored, and moving out of the old. Not only that, but connecting to her offers us the ability to transmute massive amounts of energy that will allow us to anchor into love with more ease. It allows us to connect to spirit with much more ease (and not be fooled by trickster lower frequencies). It allows our nervous system to reset and become a blank slate to move towards the new system.

This technology is natural and free.

As you bring in light through your crown and unconditional love through your heart, bring it down to your root and to your feet. Continue this for a minute or 2. Then invite this light and love to then flow into your roots that grow out of your feet, and into your grounding cord that flows out of your root chakra. Allow these to pe*****te the earth, inviting Mother Gaia to hold you, to anchor you, to transmute the energies overwhelming you. Connect your roots to the tree's roots, to the plants' roots, and to the mycelium network underneath the surface of the earth. The video will walk you through this.

These networks are more powerful than you can imagine.

This is what we should be doing everyday. Before connecting to spirit. When we are feeling overwhelmed. When we are engulfed in lower frequencies and we cannot figure out how to get out of our thoughts.

This technology is free, we've just forgotten it. We have been programmed to forget it.

Now we must remember.

03/07/2026

I have something for you!✨

Each month I’m going to choose one healing to offer for free!

These healings are called Soul Streams… ~15 minute energetic transmissions for you to simply receive. Pop in some earbuds of headphones, go for a walk or just sit/lay and relax. You will be brought into an energetic space to receive healing or activating frequencies and codes that bypass the conscious mind and work on deeper levels.🧬

The beauty? You don’t have to DO anything. If you struggle to get your conscious mind out of the way to receive, these are also perfect. Your conscious mind can listen, be distracted enough to not wander. However, the impact hits much deeper, so if you fall asleep, it’s still working.

I cannot tell you how much great feedback I’ve gotten on these! So much so that I even listen to them myself.

Hop on over to the website to see what’s available for you this month! Link in the comments!✨

02/16/2026

As we embark on a new journey, I’m offering $15 mini readings about the energy, vibe, focus point, etc. for this upcoming YEAR OF THE HORSE.

These will be ~5 minute audio clips sent directly via Messenger. Comment to get yours, and/or comment once paid.

I’ll leave a link to pay via PayPal, Venmo, or credit card. Give me anywhere from a day to a week to get yours completed, depending on where you fall in the order! First come first serve.

Please make a note “Year of the Horse reading” or something along those lines with your payment.

💛🔥

02/08/2026

This hits really hard. Really nail on the head. This is a big part of why I do what I do in so many ways and facets of my life. Not just professionally. Not at all.

And so, with that, I’ll share a blog post that you can find on my website that I also shared across my personal social media.

I'm sharing it because it's my story... It's what sparked my healing journey nearly 2 decades ago. It's not my only conduit for healing and change, but it's the biggest one. And one that is so taboo in our current world despite the staggering statistics around it. I think it's important to take our power back by facing it. By looking at the dark and taboo. By facing our fears.

My hope is that my story will help someone here feel seen or heard. Or brave enough to share their story if they are ready. Storytelling is massively healing. Feeling seen and heard is massively healing. Feeling supported through something that many do not share out of fear is massively healing. I could keep going but I'll stop. So here goes...

I was molested by a family member.

I have never shared this publicly and when I think about why, it’s fear of judgment. Fear of people judging me or calling my a liar. Did you know the majority of people don’t report s*xual assault because they don’t think they will be believed? It’s actually crazy when you think about it. Not to mention, it’s been made abundantly clear a large percentage of the population do not view child molestation or s*xual assault or any type as a big deal. I’ve witnessed this first hand. I’ve witnessed family members of children who have been molested try and brush it under the rug…. They don’t want to make a big deal out of it.

Why?

Fear they have to face the disgusting reality that 1 in 4 girls and 1 in 6 boys are s*xually abused before the age of 18. That 70% of all reported s*xual abuse happens to minors. Of kids who are s*xually abused, 40-50% are by family members and 40% are by older kids they know. Nearly 50% of women have experienced some type of s*xual violence over the course of their life. And let’s be real, these numbers are almost definitely higher (and note, different sources report different statistics, but they all generally land in the same ballpark).

Let me say this again, 40-50% of children s*xually assaulted are assaulted by family members.

A family member who was trusted is who did this to me. I was in elementary school, before anyone thinks I ‘asked for it.’ Which, side note, that narrative is sick and if you believe that, so are you. Anyways, I want to share my story and how it impacted my physical health, mental health, emotional health, and energetic health. How I’ve been healing this and the ripple effect from this for decades, and it still impacts my health, my reactions, and the ways I move throughout the world.

I was molested by a family member. I’m going to keep saying that until people understand. I buried one specific vivid memory super deep for a long time, and completely repressed others. I have spent my entire life wanting to crawl out of my skin and cry anytime someone tickled me. Why? Because this family member who s*xually assaulted me told me “What, all I did was tickle you.” Along with, “Don’t tell anyone.” On the bright side, this allowed my mind to convince myself it was just tickling, innocent tickling. Logic bypassed the demand to not to tell anyone. I was a kid. But this memory has always remained burned into my brain. Vividly. And my body. Adult reflection offers clarity I sometimes wish I didn’t have.

It was around this time I began to have physical health issues.

I had chronic nausea and bouts of vomiting. I was brought to every gastrointestinal doctor in the county. Some did tests that revealed inflammation with no known cause. Some looked at me dead in the face and told me I’m ‘too pretty to be sick', and brushed me off. I had ulcers forming in my stomach as a child.

A few years later, in middle school (a lovely time for a kid), lovely body dysmorphia set in hard.

I remember standing in line in gym class waiting to be weighed (why on earth did they do that). I remember a girl standing in front of me saying, “If you weigh over 110 lbs, you’re fat.” I stepped on the scale, 113 lbs. I responded by developing a strict exercise routine and diet. I was in 6th grade. My worth was so tied to my body and the perception of it by others.

Come high school time, depression set in strong.

I was brought to different therapists and psychiatrists. The psychiatrists medicated me, one drug after another, all the way to lithium. Because I was sad and uncomfortable in my body. Therapists brushed me off just like the GI doctors. In fact, one told me I have absolutely nothing to be sad about. I was told I’m pretty so I shouldn’t have these issues. Not a single one considered there was trauma or abuse underneath it. The signs were all there, but no one saw it... Or they didn't want to see it.

They all gaslit me instead.

I internalized everything. I believed I was broken, I was the problem in every relationship. My friends distanced themselves from my because I was no longer the fun, bubbly girl they knew, and I didn’t blame them. I was left out of social gatherings. I lived in a very, very dark space inside my mind.

I was deemed crazy more times than I can count.

The medications continued to make everything worse. I already had such horrible chronic physical health issues, and the side effects for many of these medications increased the nausea and vomiting. I technically should not have been allowed to graduate high school because of the number of missed days due to sickness and depression.

Around age 19 I lost hope.

I was always sick, physically. I was emotionally broken. My mind spiraled constantly. Every system set up to help me either gaslit me, or shrugged their shoulders in confusion and sent me on my way. I hit rock bottom. My entire life was a struggle and no one could help. I tried to help myself, and nothing seemed to work.

I didn’t believe I was worthy of love. I didn’t believe I was pretty enough to be loved. My relationship with my body and s*x was extremely toxic. I believed I had to be perfect to be loved. My reactions were explosive. Tears were always flowing. I hated myself. I hated being alive.

I didn’t understand why I was so broken.

At 19 I took the bottle of pills that made my depression worse and I went to my favorite place… Pecks Falls. I downed the entire bottle. I was ready for it all to end. I didn’t think anyone would care. I truly believed I was doing people a favor. I thought I was a burden. A hopeless, helpless burden.

I survived because of love, because someone truly loved me. They found me and they saved me. Which sounds beautiful… But that guilt, shame, and regret still eats me alive to this day. A guilt I'm reminded about, force fed into allowing it to continue consuming me, almost 2 decades later by some people in my life who refuse to let it go. Hurting others is quite possibly the worst experience of it all.

Because of this, I had the pleasure of spending some time on the crazy floor of the hospital.

The place where they don’t allow you shoelaces, or food from the outside world. Where you don’t get to be with yourself and feel your feels, you’re forced to participate in circle time. Ohhhh circle time. Torture time. This was when I began to understand the gravity of mental health disorders. Have you ever had circle time with paranoid schizophrenic individuals? All while trying to hold your s**t together to prove you are safe enough to leave. This was the opposite of a loving, caring, compassionate place. It was cold. It was judgmental. It was clinical. There was zero freedom, even within a room with just a bed. The only way I was allowed out was if I agreed to be put on a cocktail of drugs. There was no therapeutic support. They forced drugs and extremely uncomfortable interactions with other patients. That was it. No one, not a single time, asked me why I did it. Even to this day, no one in my life has ever asked me why. I guess this type of raw honesty isn’t something most people can handle. Anyways, this is when I realized I had no way out. I could not risk ever ending up in this hellish place again. This experience sparked its own special form of PTSD. The type where it's your own fault, you can only be mad at yourself... For being weak. It's a tough one to cope with.

I have spent the next nearly 2 decades healing.

Healing physically, mentally, and emotionally. My spiritual beliefs and understanding of energy has massively formed the ways and depths of which I’ve been able to heal. But it hasn’t been easy.

There are no systems set up for kids going through this type of abuse.

The abandonment wounds generated from every system failing you is a challenging one. It creates a mentality that you are 100% on your own and not to trust anyone or anything. The abandonment wounds of those who left you, even if rightfully so. It doesn’t make it hurt less. The abandonment wounds of not being saved or protected from this, despite having a mother who cares and would have swapped positions with me in a heartbeat had she known.

The abandonment of not saying anything for so long, essentially abandoning myself, my inner child.

The emotional and mental wounds don’t stop there, not even close. I have a massively distorted relationship with my body. My worth is tied to my body and the acceptance of it, or what it can offer someone. I am a people pleaser as a way to combat the guilt, shame, and feeling like a burden. I would do anything to feel loved. Don’t even get me started with how twisted love and s*x has become. Not even knowing pleasure. Not being able to love myself. Existing only to please others because you don’t think you’re worthy of anything.

And the shame.

Why on earth should someone feel so much shame for being a victim of something? It’s wild. But it’s our societal conditioning. It’s the people who victim blame. I have lived in so much fear around sharing this and feeling judged for it. I know there are people who will think I’m lying. Why would I lie? Why would I want this? It’s sad to be so scared to speak your truth.

The voices.

That voice inside your head that tells you you're a piece of s**t. Yeah, that voice. The voices telling me how pathetic I am for being unable to cope. The voices telling me how weak I am, how no one could ever love me, and what a failure I am. The voices telling me what a monster I am for hurting others through this. The voices of darkness, of energies attached to me perpetuating my own judgments of myself.

The body.

The sheer number of health issues that I’ve lived with as a result of the relationship with my body, tension, stress, trapped emotions, and what I firmly believe is damage from the sheer amount of drugs I was forced to be on during an important developmental period of my life (puberty). Chronic inflammation. IBS. Endometriosis. Chronic headaches. Hemiplegic migraines (you feel like you’re having a stroke). Bouts of fainting. Glossopharyngeal neuralgia (cousin to what is called the ‘suicide disease’). My feet go numb. I have nerve pain and brain fog. I have insomnia. I have kidney related issues. I have chronic fatigue. I have fibromyalgia. My pelvic area is out of alignment causing immense pain constantly.

I have spent more time than I can count bed ridden due to health issues no one can find a reason for.

A huge part of this healing process is actually admitting it happened. We gaslight ourselves. It’s not just me. Many of us do it. I’m well aware of how malleable the brain is, and how memories are not always accurate. I spent a long time in denial, telling myself my memories must be wrong. That’s what anyone would say if I told them. But the body does not lie. The way I flinch and want to crawl out of my skin when touched. The heart pounding anxiety I get around this particular family member. The reaction of tears and rage in response to being tickled. The heat that engulfs my body, embarrassment and shame, in intimate situations with my husband who has been nothing other than a safe space. Even the solid blacked out period of time around this age, a sign of repressed memories.

It leads to another wound we have, we don’t know how to trust ourselves.

How do you trust yourself when everyone tells you you're crazy? How do you trust yourself when you don't feel okay but everyone tells you you're fine? How do you trust yourself when you're told you're making things up? How do you trust yourself when you're terrified to even speak?

The ripple of emotional wounds, beliefs, and programming as a result of this extends to every area of my life. My relationships, romantic and platonic. Intimacy. My relationship with myself. My confidence. The way my nervous system has run everything in my life for so long, a nervous system wired to brace myself for something bad about to happen…

The fear of being seen and desire to be invisible.

I say all of this to paint a picture of how much someone has to work through just to find a baseline normal after s*xual assault. To feel home in their bodies. To want to exist. To feel safe to speak. This isn’t even a fraction of it. And I am privileged. I have access to the internet. I have the time and space to be able to work on myself in this way. I have clean water and food. I have a support system now. And it’s still hard and I still have work to do… Recognizing when I’m triggered by a specific food that was used as a reward system by this person… Or triggered by an unexpected touch… Or triggered by nudity in general.

This is a reminder of how important it is to talk about this.

For the LARGE percentage of the population experiencing this. It may feel uncomfortable to hear someone say these things to you. But you need to listen. You need to understand the gravity of it. We need to stop being so afraid of discomfort that we are harming ourselves and our loved ones. We need to educate our kids about their bodies, what is and is not appropriate, and give them a safe space to ask questions and tell us when something feels uncomfortable or isn’t right. I will be that mom who doesn’t allow sleepovers at other kids’ houses and I don’t care how ‘mean mom’ that makes me. I won’t force my kids to hug someone they don’t want to. My kids’ safety is my top priority.

And them having bodily autonomy and sovereignty is the most valuable thing I can offer them.

Also, to be clear, this isn’t a pity party either. This isn't a cry for attention. This is being shared so that we can start talking about it. So that someone can feel seen. So that someone can feel safe to speak up. I’ll take one for the team. I’ll let myself be judged or slandered.

But if you for one second seem to think s*xual abuse of ANY type is okay, or you speak about it with a ‘but’ (‘but she wore a revealing outfit, but she put herself in that situation, but she asked for it), you are the problem.

This is birthing something of a mission for me, should anyone feel called to it. Writing my story out provided massive healing and shifts. Sharing my story has added another layer of healing to this. I know not everyone is ready to share their story with their name or face attached to it. So I want to offer this... Anyone who has been s*xually assaulted... I see you, I hear you, and I want to help you release and heal some of these wounds. Anyone who wants to write their story and send it to me... Whether anonymously, with a first name only, or full first and last name... I will share your story.

If you want to submit your story, you can submit it via the link below, email me at tricia@fringespirit.com, or send me a private message. You can share it with me to hold space and see you, or you can opt to have it shared.