Pam The Berkshire Medium

03/30/2026

The ups and downs of grief change without you even realizing it. One moment you can be smiling and then a thought, or smell, or resemblance, or a memory can bring tears running down your face. Living life without your child is not easy.

03/30/2026

03/30/2026

There was a version of my life
that felt whole without effort,
where everything made sense
in a way I didn’t have to question.

You were part of every ordinary moment,
woven into the rhythm of my days,
so naturally present
that I never thought to notice.

Now I find myself looking back
at things that once felt small,
realizing they were the foundation
of everything I called home.

The quiet conversations,
the comfort of knowing you were there,
the way the world felt steadier
just because you existed in it.

Life didn’t just change—it shifted,
like something essential was removed,
leaving behind a version of everything
that feels slightly unfamiliar.

I still move forward,
I still live the life in front of me,
but there’s always a part of me
that remembers how it used to feel.

And sometimes I miss that life—
not just the moments,
but the way it held you in it,
like something that could never be lost.

—Memories of You

03/30/2026

Stay in the moment...✨