Rev Judi Garcia

10/08/2025

Hi everyone,
I’m ready for an update. I hope you are too. It is a beautiful and difficult time to be here in this world. Just like everything in our life, we signed up for this for the lessons our souls came to learn.

I am embarrassed to admit I again got tangled in the details of the world and those around me, took a wrong turn and it took me down. Of course my Leo pride is bruised embarrassed and has been kicking my bunzolas for doing it again.

Now to tell you what was in that lesson. A huge belief I knew was deep within me. However, duh! It was one I never thought to let go of.
When I was little, I was always skinny and small. People would tell my mom that she should cut my long hair because all my growth was going to it. My mom would sit me at the table when she was setting it, and I would still be sitting there after everybody ate and left, still moving my food around my plate. As I have told you in other posts before, when I was young, I would go numb and just not be there. Missed out on things walked around like a little zombie. I don’t think I was in my body much at all, which might have to do with why I never felt hunger. I know my mom loved me dearly and she worried about me because of it and so I grew up with her concerned that I wasn’t strong or well although I thought my body was OK she began to tell me be careful watch out. Don’t do too much you’re gonna get sick. Of course I had the measles mumps
Chicken pocks and whooping cough which might’ve added to her thoughts.

one time about 30 years ago in a meditation. I began to hear my mother say be careful watch out, be careful watch out, be careful watch out, be careful watch out, don’t do too much you will get sick.

At that time after the meditation I realize that might have created believes that caused some of the frsrs zi gtrwvup with, snd health issues I have had. But unfortunately at the time I didn’t look any farther.

However you know, 45 years later duh! now I hear that very differently. Im ready to dig in and let that go.

I have figured out that every time the world gets too big like it did when I was little, too much happened, or I am in overwhelm (because lm not clearing myself taking care of or usng my tools to protect myself through it, ) my body shuts down how it’s programmed from my childhood belief. I’m numb, not caring for myself, and the chaos around me causes illness. I am numb so I don’t think of what I can do to protect myself with my tools to bring myself back. It actually is disabling. This unfortunately is a pattern for me. (Hard to admit at this point,)

I can’t believe It took me so dang long to figure this life lesson out! It can be actually very, humbling. It just boils down to honoring ourself smd selfcare of ourselves over everything else. That has and so far has obviously continued to be a life lesson for me.

In this moment it is my intent to get back in my body, be in this moment, and dig way down to the roots of this belief and program that disables me and rip them out. Let go of my Moms concerns and know that,
I AM STRONG
I WILL TAKE GOOD CARE OF MYSELF FROM NOW ON
I NO LONGER NEED TO GO NUMB.

Im grabbing my shovel, be back this report soon.
Squishes Judi💖

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09/11/2025

08/28/2025

I want to tell you a story about a mother in a hole.

It was a deep hole, and she’d been there for quite some time. In fact, she couldn’t quite remember when or how she’d even fallen.

She was starting to despair of ever getting out.

People around her were worried.

Her family threw down a rope, but she couldn’t climb up.

Her doctor threw down a rope, but she still couldn’t budge.

Then, another mother came along. She took one look in the hole, and like all of the others, tossed a rope over the edge.

And she climbed down.

“Wait, what are you doing down here with me?” The first mother was puzzled.

She looked the second mother in the eyes and saw the same pain and sadness and exhaustion reflected back at her. But there was something else, too.

There was hope.

And immeasurable strength.

The second mother gave a kind and knowing smile, and wrapped her arms around the first.

“I’ve been here before,” she said. “And I’m going to climb out with you.”

For all the mothers who climb down holes just to help another find her way back up. ❤️

** It felt like the right time to share this again. Mothers can find themselves in some dark holes—maybe someone you know is in one right now. Please, please reach out. And if you are currently in that hole yourself—you are not alone. Just say the word, and we will come down and get you.

08/27/2025

Hi there,
Yes I know I have been missing for a while. It has not been intentional.
It is a confusing time with all the change in the world. It is a time of great purging, healing, and awakenings.

After a long time of being blocked from speaking our truth, and feeling intimidated by the the judgmental thinking was harsh. Extreme positions and lifestyles were explored exaggerated in our lives and shame was spread around to those who didn’t choose to join, very similar to the old form of peer pressure. However the media posted it on the top of the list of priorities for all.

I grew up with the belief of “love and let live.” I have mourned the loss of the living that belief in what I saw happening. Though I clung to it with my whole being.

I never saw myself as a rebel in the past, however this recent times I’m posting about here , I think I have always been a rebel mostly within myself.

I have learned I am a seed sharer. Those who can hear my thoughts I share can choose to plant, water , and feed them to grow or not. Once I share the seeds, they are no longer mine to care for.

I share from what I’ve learned, and from my God given gifts to those who are interested. I do my best to teach how to know the self within , and how to connect to the divine, and our gifts that are given to us as individuals.

I belive the time is coming for a purge of all the division, hatefulness, and judgement that was forced upon us.

It’s a perfect time to choose love, and get back to live and let live.

I soon will be scheduling events. Yaz kept telling me it wasn’t time when I kept trying to schedule. She said I was still needing healing time and that I was still getting downloaded. I was not thrilled with that message at first, but I am finally feeling like It is coming soon.

The largest thing I have learned in this healing time, is to live a life of love and happiness, to honor good judgement from within, to purge using judgmental thinking, to live in the quiet of peace, to trust God and myself in the moment and listen to my God given gifts of insight. As I continue my life of the rebel within that lives and lets live.

What you feed thrives and what you starve dies. Feed the seeds of love within, to thrive in your life,
Squishes, Judi💖