10/18/2025
My sweet, sweet Nicolle, my love, my baby,
From the first moment I held you in my arms, my heart was filled with a majestic and perpetual love, one I had never experienced before.
To think I would ever be holding you as your soul relinquished this human form has completely gutted me. My heart has broken and will never be restored. I miss you with each inhalation, every moment that passes and each tear that falls.
You and I by your side, got on a roller coaster ride in February of 2019 and got off a couple weeks ago. You took all the rough hits. I simply witnessed, feeling helpless. There were so many poisons gnawing away at your whole body and chipping pieces of each of our hearts at the same time.
Not long ago you and I were chatting, laughing and going through the millions of rocks, sea glass and shells you, Kole and I had gathered from so many beach days. We sat on the back porch on Long Island, your special place. We shared old and new stories. You told me things I never knew before. I would crawl into bed with you and hold you like when you were my baby again. I held Kole last week as he snuggled into me and asked me “why did my mommy have to pass away?” I told him I did not know and wished it never happened. He fell asleep as he would with you when you were here in Portland or on the island.
Your physical body is no longer around to hug, hold, laugh or cry with.
Nicolle, until our love assimilates together again in the surreal realm we spoke of…….
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