06/19/2020
I went up โ๐ผ sizes in jeans/shorts since last summer.โฃ
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Yesterday I decided to treat myself to a shopping spree at American Eagle (they by far have the best jeans in my opinion). If you havenโt tried their curvy high rise jeans, youโre missing out ladies!๐๐๐ผโฃ
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Anyways, I used to wear a size 2 there pretty comfortably. Iโve been jumping around trying to squeeze into jeans I just bought last year & feel terrible when I wear them.โฃ
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Rather than pretending I am still a size 2, I decided to actually buy clothes that fit my NOW body.โฃ
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And I fit into a size 6 from AE now. Thatโs TWO sizes larger than probably less than a year ago.โฃ
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No, this isnโt โquarantine 15โ... but the fact that since seeing my doctor in December and mentioning not having a cycle for an entire year again, she recommended increasing my food intake to 2,000+ calories (since last time I had a somewhat reg cycle, I was eating that much food). And thatโs exactly what I did and guess what, Aunt Flo has been here every month since January. ๐๐ผโฃ
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And to me, thatโs more important than being a size 2 and my body clearly not healthy enough to have a period. Sure, Iโm no where near where Iโd like to be body comp wise and I donโt love what I see in the mirror these days... I sometimes think about when I had abs (but was starving + restrictive + working our 3 hours a day 6 days a week) but then I remember how I FELT, and it wasnโt good.โฃ
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Iโm also still struggling with SIBO and the biggest symptom for me is distention (this is worse than bloating... based on the type and quantity of carbs I eat, my stomach looks like I am 7 months pregnant at the end of some days). Which makes it harder for me to fit into old clothes as well.โฃ
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๐ฃ๐ผ๐ถ๐ป๐ ๐ถ๐, ๐ ๐ฑ๐ถ๐ฑ๐ปโ๐ ๐ฟ๐ฒ๐ณ๐๐๐ฒ ๐๐ผ ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ฝ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐ณ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐ ๐ฎ๐บ ๐ฎ ๐น๐ฎ๐ฟ๐ด๐ฒ๐ฟ ๐๐ถ๐๐ฒ ๐ป๐ผ๐. ๐ ๐ฒ๐บ๐ฏ๐ฟ๐ฎ๐ฐ๐ฒ๐ฑ ๐ถ๐ & ๐ฏ๐ผ๐๐ด๐ต๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ถ๐๐ฒ ๐ฒ ๐ฏ๐ฒ๐ฐ๐ฎ๐๐๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐โ๐ ๐๐ต๐ฒ ๐๐ถ๐๐ฒ ๐๐ต๐ฎ๐ ๐บ๐ฎ๐ธ๐ฒ๐ ๐บ๐ฒ ๐๐๐๐ ๐๐ข๐ข๐ ๐ฟ๐ถ๐ด๐ต๐ ๐ป๐ผ๐.โฃ
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๐๐ฏ๐ฅ ๐ช๐ต ๐ฅ๐ฐ๐ฆ๐ด ๐ฏ๐ฐ๐ต ๐ฎ๐ข๐ฌ๐ฆ ๐ฎ๐ฆ ๐ข๐ฏ๐บ ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ด๐ด ๐ฐ๐ง ๐ข ๐ฑ๐ฆ๐ณ๐ด๐ฐ๐ฏ, ๐ฑ๐ข๐ณ๐ต๐ฏ๐ฆ๐ณ, ๐ค๐ณ๐ฐ๐ด๐ด๐ง๐ช๐ต ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ฏ๐ถ๐ต๐ณ๐ช๐ต๐ช๐ฐ๐ฏ ๐ค๐ฐ๐ข๐ค๐ฉ, ๐ข๐ต๐ฉ๐ญ๐ฆ๐ต๐ฆ, ๐ฐ๐ณ ๐ง๐ณ๐ช๐ฆ๐ฏ๐ฅ.โฃ
Just a little reminder to those that need to hear this too. ๐