03/27/2024
Here I am spending my last few days in VA packing up as I get ready to make this move down to South Florida letting go of my anchor here in Virginia. It feels scary as f💋ck, but in ways that excite me and also proves to myself, how bold courageous and adventurous I am. I’m doing a massive decluttering and picking out all that’s coming with me. I’m in a okay let’s get this done kind of mood while also doing my best to make space for the feelings and tears that are sooo here and present…
I’m also preparing for my performance on the 29th at the Reveler in Richmond Virginia so if you’re close by, come see meee! 🧜♀️🌇💜🌠
Truthfully There’s quite a lot going on under the surface and when I’m in the midst of it, all, it can be difficult to share it online as it’s happening, so I tend to live my life and then talk about it afterwards, but I do want to share that this move is really expansive for me and is bringing up a lot for me around my relationships with others and my relationship with 💸 which is so effing multidimensional. I’ve shared a lot on my journey of healing my energetic relationship with money, but over the last few weeks I’ve gotten a closer look at what else needs work and for me it’s building a better foundation of saving and investing as well as keeping up with all my payments keeping debts low getting better with my budget so I can say YES to more without going into the red financially. It’s so interesting because I’ve never struggled really with receiving I just have had ups and downs with keeping 💸 . It’s like I could barely hold onto it😂like a MF rodeo or something 🐂🐂🐂I will say though , even if I felt like I didn’t have any I always felt supported and cared for and knew that good things happened to me/for me all because of my deep relationship with the Divine.
I recognize 💸 for the resource that it is and I’m learning how to make wiser choices around how I’m spending my time and what/who I’m investing in. I’m still learning and growing so much in so many ways, I feel like I’m still learning how to “adult“.
And Following your dreams isn’t always easy, but it is so worth it, and at the end of the day, I would so much rather be that person that takes the risk and makes bold little leaps, instead of letting life get happen and be stuck living a life I hate 🤷♀️💯🌠
I am soo here to continue on my path of healing and making music and becoming the healthiest version of myself. Life is so multidimensional and I’m feeling all the signs and synchronicity and I’m seeing more of my plans coming together and all I can do is hold on tight because it really does feel like a wild ride right now but all I can really express is deep gratitude for all the lessons that I’ve learned, and, I’m just gonna continue showing up even though life is LIFING right now and I haven’t been that much social media, that’s okay.
I’ve recognize where I’ve set myself up the type of life that I live is one where I don’t have to be glued to my phone or be super disciplined about posting every single day . Yes, it’s important to show up and share my art but I’m not just going to be boxed into being a content creator. I’m an artist and I use social media as my medium to express my art and I’m so thankful that these online connections are so powerful that they have birthed into real life in person opportunities. 🙌
I am so thankful for my community and I’m so eager, excited and calmly motioning forward as I give myself radical permission to live the life that I dream of. thank you for joining me on this wild journey✨ much gratitude as always!
In loving awareness, szaltanaaaa 🌺
