12/04/2025
i started shifting in september. recognizing false stability. ice beneath bare feet splintering, melting, creating jagged clusters of new territory✨ honesty, undoing, unraveling… surrender ✨ exploring shadowed crevices, beginning to appreciate the way their darkness balances areas of illumination ✨ learning that every moment i devote to spirituality is forever mine, that taking breath in rest is equally as momentous as heat built in vinyasa practices ✨ i don’t need permission to deviate from the intentions of yesterday. i’m resilient, practicing patience in the pause.
i’m still uncovering what all happened over my four days under the tent in waitsfield. i do know, for certain, that i found a bunch of 1-of-1 people who make my life make sense. i’ll continue sharing my updated understandings; however, what is so spectacular about the kaleidoscope that is spirituality is that it would never be identical to another… and just when you think you could explain it… p**f, its evolved again.
until my next round of disorganized reflections (with poor grammar and punctuation)—big thanks, be well, stay kind.