03/18/2026
I’ve been quieter on here lately.. and not by accident.
There’s been a lot shifting.
A lot growing.
And a lot being pruned.
Within our businesses, within our vision, and honestly, within my own heart.
For quite some time, I’ve been sitting in the tension of big dreams and present motherhood.
Of expansion and restraint.
Of what I want… and what I feel God asking me to steward in this season and also what to release.
And if I’m being honest quite some time ago, as turbulence hit and things felt so disoriented I realized slowly, and almost without recognition I had stopped unapologetically surrendering.
Somewhere along the way, I started taking things into my own hands.
Trying to build, push, and figure it all out on my own.
And it felt heavy.
Messy.
Like I was constantly torn.
My internal posture shifted from
“Lord, what can You accomplish through me today?”
to
“What can I accomplish today?”
And it created a kind of tension in my soul I couldn’t ignore.
Over the last few months, this prayer has been grounding me:
“Lord, You know the desires of my heart.
You know what I want.
More importantly, You know what I need.
Help me to want what You want of me:
no more, no less.”
There is so much peace in releasing the need to force outcomes.
I’m not stepping back.
I’m stepping into alignment.
If you’re in a season where things feel unclear or stretched,
maybe you’re not off track.
Maybe you’re being refined.
Maybe there’s deeper healing happening.
Maybe he’s calling you back to him.
Yeah, I’m thinking that he is calling you back so he can love you as a Father does. 🤍