06/23/2023
Hey friends,
I am making a public plea and announcement. My partner Dustin broke up with me recently. He moved out and was courteous enough to let me stay in our family home for a short time until I can raise funds to purchase the house or I guess until I find a new place to live. I have made this place my home. I love my home. I love my office and my yard. I love the school district and location and privacy. We had promised the girls this was our last move when we bought the house. I don't want to leave but the reality is, I can't afford this place on my own. I have progressive Multiple Sclerosis and each day comes with a new set of challenges. And I am scared what the future holds.
https://www.nationalmssociety.org/What-is-MS/Types-of-MS/Primary-progressive-MS
I have never lived alone. And I am in a state where I have no family and few friends I feel comfortable enough to reach out to and ask for help. I try to be strong and never show my weaknesses because in the past, showing weakness would put me in dangerous situations. I am at a place where I know I need support. I know I can't take care of two kids with a permanent, progressive illness and insurmountable financial responsibility on my own.
Of course Washington has resources.... and I will use those.... but I am here pleading with you all to please help me raise funds to pay for my house so I can focus purely on being a great mother and tending to my health. I want to work, but the stress and pressure of trying to make enough to take care of my bills, kids, pets and house payments is making my MS symptoms unmanageable. I can't stop the tremors in my head and hands and keep dropping things.
I am pleading with you, my friends. Please help share this and help me raise as much as I can so I can pay off the mortgage and just focus on my kids and health- doing my job on the side to pay for little things like toys or trips or house repairs and such.
I am mortified I need to ask for help. I am ashamed and absolutely beside myself having to admit I need support. But I do not know what else to do. I just hope that my friends and family will help me secure this home so I don't have the stress and pressure of wondering where my kids and I will be.... making my health deteriorate faster. I am terrified and I am begging for support. If you can help, message me or please donate below.
Venmo:
Zelle: healing@rainbowraaja.love
Paypal: www.paypal.me/rainbowraaja
Thank you eternally for any and all support you have no idea how badly I need this right now.
PPMS is characterized by worsening neurologic function from the onset of symptoms, without early relapses (attacks) or remissions.