11/18/2022
Feeling through the extreme moments....because they will show up on matter what.
A couple of nights ago, I had a wave of sadness hit me like a tsunami. And I felt SO ALONE. When we experience these moments of pure sadness, it's hard to think straight. All my insecurities about being the person in my family that was so awful even the awful people hate me. And the fact that my own father doesn't speak to me, my grandma and my mom are dead.....etc..etc...
I cried and cried, I called out for my Grandma because I needed her so much.
I heard a voice tell me to pull a card from my Moon Oracle deck. I did, and I pulled the Extreme Moon card. See the second photo above. Which speaks about finding strength in those extreme moments. I instantly felt calm. I no longer felt alone. I no longer felt like the one that everyone gave up on.
When you have those days or those moments of feeling things on the extreme end, just remember,
"Developing grace under pressure is worth its weight in gold and even these extremes will pass."
We don't do healing work just to heal the past, we do it so that when our future brings the heat, we have the wisdom to see it through.
