03/12/2026
You are between two versions of yourself
Your old self vs stepping into your new life.
I get up every morning with a breath of excitement of what new opportunities are coming my way. I think today is gonna be the day that everything is gonna fall in place.
And then I take the steps that I planned the day before and I get total pushback. Forcing me to sit and think OK maybe this is not my path and I’m finding myself running back to things that are familiar. And then getting excited about the opportunities of what has always felt familiar.
To only get told that the other party chooses somebody else.
Then, after a complete total emotional meltdown in typical Aquarius style that only lasts about 10 minutes. The universe shows me messages like.
“ you dodged a really big bullet”
Or my favorite “ you are being protected”.
I finally have come to the conclusion that this is the split between the new Earth vs the old Earth.
Old conscious behaviors vs new conscious behaviors.
Future self vs old self.
This doesn’t feel good.
This doesn’t feel comfortable. 
This doesn’t feel safe.
This is every emotion playing out every single day.
I feel I’m in the final push of rebirth.
And all I can do is just breathe through it

