The Terminal Hippie

The Terminal Hippie Terminal cancer mama treating it naturally and taking on homesteading in the silent depression

12/28/2025

I am pretty sure there are a couple areas in my spine where cancer is taking over because it hurts when I cough in at least two places. My arm feels broke, my leg is excruciating. I pretty much can't use the left side of my body. Or really do anything at all due to the pain level. erAwareness ゚viralシ

12/27/2025

The ones that get me, the most is when it’s a fellow cancer patient giving me some crazy advice and literally have been told this by one or two 😩😆 I believe most people mean well but some things are crazy or just plain ignorant 😭 and I feel OK saying this because some of them can really hurt our feelings or lead us down a dangerous path of untested or unsafe methods. ゚viralシ

12/24/2025

Bad news this go around. There’s quite a bit of cancer spread throughout my body, including back in my liver, my brain, and throughout my bones at the least. Only went over it quick with the doctor and then I’ve been too scared to look at the report. I’m having horrible pain on my left side now in both my arm, shoulder and leg. This has been what has made it hard to get around for so long… It’s always in my limbs or where they connect… Things that I use every day all day that causes a lot of pain. I’m waiting to hear back what medicine they want to try next as well as when Radiation will start, which should be in about a week. I don’t want to go through all this again. I don’t wanna be in pain again. The deep, horrible pain that does not let up go away. At least I got everything done for Christmas ahead of time. Prayers are appreciated as always. I love you guys. ゚viralシ

12/22/2025

The arm and leg pain are cancer pain indeed, and I am now in an arm brace. It has gotten significantly more painful just in this past few days. I just felt like life was returning to normal, so hopefully this can be taken care of in the next few weeks and I can move on to feeling good again. ゚viralシ

12/22/2025

Did I have an option? God knows I have fought to be here, but I’ve only done what I’ve had to do to keep going. ゚viralシ

12/21/2025

Another cancer update. Going back to all natural while I wait to hear back from doctors, but I’m having new severe pain in a couple spots. I will be going completely natural with the RSO and fenbendazole and natural treatment. At the very least until I hear what they want to do and weigh my options. But I plan on seeing the tumor markers go down with using the RSO full-time again. It really is amazing stuff. I also have not had a bad morning like I posted a while back around Thanksgiving and have been very at peace since coming on here and posting about it and getting support from all of you. So a big thank you! ゚viralシ

12/16/2025

Here is my most recent cancer update regarding my lungs, my heart, and what’s ahead for treatment. Prayers are very much appreciated. I will very likely be switching treatments, sadly, the drug did not work for the amount of time or to the extent that I hoped it would especially considering it’s one of the “easier” treatment options so we will see what that leaves me. For those that don’t know, you only have so many treatment lines that will work or not work at all before you run out of them. Still trying to hold onto hope though. A lot of unknown right now and waiting to hear back on a plan. It looks like I’m not gonna get a break from extra appointments in the near future. ゚viralシ

“No one talks about how exhausting it is to fake being normal.It’s constantly putting on a smile, even though you want t...
12/13/2025

“No one talks about how exhausting it is to fake being normal.

It’s constantly putting on a smile, even though you want to cry.
It’s pushing through a job all day, just to go home not being able to walk.
It’s going grocery shopping, and having a panic attack in the car afterwards.

We’re constantly masking to hide our true feelings for many reasons.
Some of us have opened up to others and been shamed for it.
Some of us have thought to ourselves that there’s other people that have it worse so we try to be positive.
Some of us have had our own families not believe us or understand us.

Chronic pain is a different kind of hell.
There’s never a moment in our lives that we are not in some degree of pain. It eats a way at us a little by little daily, and it will continue to do that until we either go into remission, or leave this world.

And it’s exhausting. It’s draining. It’s heartbreaking. And it takes its toll.

We’re not faking being sick.
We’re faking being well.”

💜

12/08/2025

Can this all be over now? 🙃 continued prayers this resolves please 🙏🥺❤️ but yay for improvement!

As I watch a big member of the terminal breast cancer community enter hospice and withering away, it beyond breaks my he...
12/08/2025

As I watch a big member of the terminal breast cancer community enter hospice and withering away, it beyond breaks my heart. I forget how truly lucky I am to still be here, even if the hand is unfair.  she has only been battling 2 1/2 years. I don’t get why some of us have such a short time and some of us are blessed with more time. I can only pray that the time keeps coming.

“You’ll regret cutting off that family one day.”No.What I would regret is raising my kids to think disrespect is normal....
12/08/2025

“You’ll regret cutting off that family one day.”
No.

What I would regret is raising my kids to think disrespect is normal.
What I would regret is keeping them around people who can’t love them the way they deserve.
What I would regret is teaching them that being related is a reason to tolerate toxic behavior.

Cutting off family isn’t about bitterness.
It’s about protection.
It’s about breaking cycles.
It’s about choosing peace and safety over guilt.

So no, I won’t regret protecting my children.
I’d regret failing to.

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