Soul Revival

01/15/2023

Your next Soul Revival is embarking on Monday. Keep your eyes and ears open. I looked forward to connecting with you all. ❤️❤️❤️

08/17/2021

Sometimes….

08/16/2021

If you look closely - I am also in the picture. Providing a perfect lounge spot for all kitties in the house. ❤️

08/08/2021

Words don’t do it justice! I’m so proud of our young man! He amazes me at every turn and I feel more than blessed to call him son. ❤️❤️❤️

07/18/2021

Recovery out loud? Why not….I just watched a Ted talk about being loud and even proud about recovery from addiction. It made me think of Brene Brown and how diligently she speaks of sharing our stories with vulnerability so that we can release the shame that plagues so many of us, including myself. Secrecy and silence made me believe I was a burden and deserved to feel all the pain I was feeling.

Funny thing - my previous several years of sobriety and recovery gave me a well of hope that, even in the darkest of moments like today, reminds me I don’t have to believe these dark, hateful thoughts.

I wasn’t supposed to relapse. That wasn’t my intention. Following treatment, I felt a sense of joy and peace that I hadn’t felt for years. And I enjoyed that space for several years. Unfortunately or fortunately, im not quite sure yet, lots of little, sneaky things began to creep in. I began to listen to these thoughts and allowed them to become beliefs about myself and life. I made choices I am not proud of. Recovery and God were no longer the helm of my ship. I was. And, based on my experience, that’s not a very good idea.

So rather than being a loud mess - just for today I thought I would be loud about the other side of this beautiful mess. ❤️

06/10/2021

Cowboys Way!

05/02/2021

04/08/2021

This last year for me has been one of those years for me. I’ve struggled with a deep depression, heartache, sadness, and guilt. As is with the human experience, I have also experienced love, laughter, humility, courage, and joy. It was hundreds of p these two. Hard to see and feel pain when you share a smile with those you love.

03/26/2021

It’s time that I begin to look up, from this phone, around to all the beauty I am so blessed to have in my life, and back inside to find the that spirit and fire that is so uniquely mine. Taking a break from social media for a while. Sending big, big love. ❤️

02/14/2021

When your amazing boss is one of your best friends - thanks for Anto! ❤️