01/08/2026
I've made a very difficult decision and I wanted to take a moment to explain why I've made the decision to "close the doors" on Hope & Lavender.
I have enjoyed serving the local communities (and my digital communities!) so very much. But last year some of you know that I began my journey as a pre-med student. I took a break from H&L classes for the fall so I could focus on my studies. I don't know if you know this, but going back to college in your 40s is no joke! Haha. The academics are not hard, but juggling allllll the things, including motherhood, has proven to be very difficult. I knew something was going to have to be laid down for a while so I could focus on my studies, I just didn't realize it would end up being the business I have loved for years. :(
But I am going to take all the heart and passion I have had for helping you all take your wellness into your own hands and I'm going to put that into becoming the very best doctor I can be! I truly believe Hope & Lavender is going to come back around one day--I just don't know when that "one day" will be. It could be later this year, it could be years from now. It might be never. I'm not sure. I do know that the dream is still very much in my heart, it's just shifting a little bit for right now. :)
I'll still be in the community, working alongside my husband on our music lessons business, Frequency & Sound (https://www.facebook.com/frequencyandsound), and we will be adapting the "shop shelf" at the studio for the lessons space. (Musical instruments, strings, books, pics, things folks will need for their musical journey.)
Thank you. Thank you for years of dreams coming true. Thank you for laughter and tears and happiness and for allowing me to come alongside you on your wellness journeys. It has been an honor.
Meanwhile, I'll be busy with my neurodivergence advocacy and sharing about my personal life on my website, www.nikkibaltusis.com, and on all my personal social media (I'm on most everything) as I pursue my medical degree. Join me for this new adventure! 💕